We eat happily, and chatting like a normal family, I want, I want to last it forever but time isn't on my side, I don't even noticed when the time had passed quikly, because I really
Enjoying our time chatting with a lot of stuff though, for others it's just a trivial chatting with their family but not for me, it's not, this is the most warmest and enjoyable meal I ever had for the last 10 years, after all i really don't remember when the last time I laught that hard while eating and become that happy.
Before, when I'm eating alone I cannot really feel this kind of warm like it's always cold for me, no matter how much delicious the food compared on the food right now, I don't think those delicious food could even compares on this.
While Kai was thinking about his life before, the life full of power,success,money, influence, and connection etc. the life everyone wants to have even if it means to sacrifice everything or sell their soul on the devil.
But they really don't know, when you reached a certain height in life, you would seek out for more and more your like a hungry beast that cannot be satisfied no matter how much you eat, because it's one of the human's natured the 'greed'.
It also happened on me, I seek out for more and more however the difference is, the more I seek out the more empty I become but I cannot stop myself, if I stop what will be my goal? What will be my reason so live? What will be my excuse to live? Basically, if I stopped myself from seeking high before, I would die after all, no man could live without a goal.
Before I could realized it, a tears wasdripping from my eyes, it's flowing down in my cheeks to chinned, when her mom and sister saw his brother and son is crying, both of them panic for some reason.
Her mom quikly left her seat and go besides Kai, she wrapped around her arms on Kai neck, and him rest his face into her shoulder Kai is looking like a child, crying into her mother's arms.
"There there"
She patted his head from the back, trying to comfort his hands, while Alice is looking on both her mom and brother, she just continue eating after all, it's not her job to hug his brother.
"M-mom I wish I wouldn't awake again"
He said while crying, Kai cry so hard and it lasted for like 30 minutes without a fail, her mother is really surprised after all when his husband die, or Kai dad was gone, he no longer see his son cry again.
Because of how long Kai cry, he fall asleep while being embrace by her mother, probably he fell asleep because of how comfortable he is from being hug and he's tired, he's tired of everything.
In his previous life, Kai cannot sleep if he didn't take a sleeping pills and stuff after all, he got an illness which is insomnia plus those stressed, regret, and psychogical/mental stuff he's in, also the emotional state of him and nightmare he's constantly into, so sleeping is really extremely hard for him.
.....
In the morning, I slowly open my eyes and strangely enough, I didn't dream about any nightmare and stuff I constantly dream off also I feel strangely relaxed and comfortable for some reason.
Suddenly a flashed of memory occured in his mind, the memory of what happen last night.
Kai hands trembled, as he look around the place where he's in, the room is look like ordinary, there's nothing here except those DVD and music CD collection, also a normal curved wooden table with a book on it.
But the thing that really attract his attention is the portrayed, a portrayed of a family with a son, daughter,father,and mother.
The father hands is on the head of both his son and daughter, there's also a fishing rod in his back, while the mother is hugging the two child from behind.
They are smiling happily in the portrayed.
"D-does t-that mean I'm really back in the past!?"
He said while trembling, he's sure of it, the room where he was in, is the room of himself while ago, the room he's longing for, the room that more comfortable than the most expensive hotel in the world in his opinion.
Kai slowly get up, then from sitting in his bed, he stand up and quikly walked towards the door, intending to leave the room so he could confirm he's guess which is he is still on the past.
Then he would--
but his expectations didn't betrayed him right now unlike before, because he saw a young woman sitting on their couch while attentively listening on her phone. She is his sister, Alice.
When Kai saw her, he quikly run towards him and hug her, while Alice is completely surprised on what his big brother just do, after all, he hug her so it's only natural to be surprised .
But in the next seconds, she punch Kai in his stomach, her face become red while clutching his fist that he make to hit Kai.
Of course it's just a normal reaction for anyone, even if she's your sister, alice face is emitting a flustered look after being hug by his brother.
"Y-you what are you doing?!"
She said it while pointing her index finger on me, I don't remember how mu sister treat me before but I know we're extremely closed, but I guess not to the point of openly hugging, but he's not really disappointed, knowing that their sister and brother relationship isn't as weird as others.
"I just miss my adorable little sister?, can't !?"
For a moments, alice is shocked but she quikly regain her cool and she said in cold tone.
"You can't "
As for Kai, he instantly know that her sister is acting, and what she really want to say is other way around, in his 10 years of dealing with a countless different person , Kai had develop an ability to instantly tell if the person who's talking with him is genuine or just acting, like he can read a people like a book.
So he just smiled carefree, his smiled doesn't contain the godlike looks of him before but even so, it's still enough to make a girl blush and his smiled is like someone who's grateful for something.