" I'll definitely become the best boyfriend you could had and even husband!"
I said in conviction toned, though I really meant it, even in my previous life, I want to become her perfect boy friend or even husband that's why I try to make myself better by auditioning and building my owned career so her family would accept when the time comes, however all of that is in vain after all, she dead.
"Hey,hey, wh-whats that for?"
She look flustered, her face becomes extremely red, and we're still hugging so, I could feel her heart beat, which is extremely loud to the point I could heard and feel it.
"Nothing, I just want to become better for you, I really want to say it on you for like a long time"
Her face becomes blushing face had been replaced with a gentle expression, she twirled her hair and whispers in my ears with low tone.
"Don't worry, even if you don't make yourself better, your still my best boyfriend you know?"
For a moments when I heard it, I feel like everything Im ready to die now.
Then she hugged me even more tightly, I could guess that she blushed even more probably Natsume look like a reddish apple now, with her crimson red hair and red eyes.
Well I want to see her reaction however I respect him so I just hugged him tightly, while she pressing her face on me even more.
"Don't say it casually, your making me blush you know? It's unfair for me"
I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, thinking of how adorable and cute she is right now, I want to touch him, my desired and reason is fighting each other, I guess because of 20 years of being left alone, my longing for him had reached the highest peak.
Though in my previous life, my desired rarely go crazy like this, even if someone undressed everything in front of me.
However right now, my desired is running wild in my mind, fortunately I was able to suppressed it within my mind.
"Hey, Natsume can please let go of me?, because i feel like if you continue hugging me, my reason would overcome me now"
Natsume frozed for a moment then, she giggled , she pulled out her face from being presseyon me and she smirk a little, d*amn she's extremely adorable, I hope this dream won't last long or else, if I wake up now, I don't know how can I even live after this.
"Should we go now?"
She nodded obediently.
....
"Sorry boss were late"
I said on the driver who's staring intently at us, he look like surprised when he see me and Natsume after all, I and Natsume is like heaven and earth 'for now'.
"You you got some luck kid"
Then the driver smirk a little and get in the taxi, while I opened the door, letting Natsume first.
.....
"Thank you for taking me"
She bows her head on me, however for me, I don't want to be apart with him, after all, I don't know when would I woke up from the dream, so I want to spend a lot of time with her though , but time is extremely fast when youre with the person you love the most.
She is standing Infront of luxurious gate, with a lion sculpture and in the mouth of Leon, there is water coming from its mouth, while inside of the luxurious gate, a huge mansion is standing, the backyard of the mansion is extremyly beautiful especially the two huge fish pond Infront of the mention illuminated the rising moon itself.
"Don't worry about, your may girlfriend after all so it's only natural"
She smiled slightly, avoiding the gaze of young man, but Kai know why she is doing it, Natsume doesn't want to see her ugly side by the person he really love.
But that gestures is just extremely adorable for Kai,she wave her hands like a child saying goodbye.
....
Natsume pov:
When the young man who brought had vanished into thin darkness and she no longer see the back of young man, she exhaled a little, then his faced which is extremely red just few minutes ago, become even more red.
She blushed even more not just her face but even the ears of him, she clutch her heart that beating extremely fast, and finally, the young woman collapsed on the ground, her legs could no longer support himself, because of how intense the emotion she is feeling now.
"Hey, you know it's extremely unfair of you if you suddenly initiate the lead? In the past years I'm the one who's taken the lead most of the time, but what was that now? You know?, My heart cannot take it if your the one who's going to lead our relationship like now, my heart might Burst because of how fast it beat."
She muttered with himself while hiding her face with his hands.
....
I was standing Infront of a door with a number 186. Inside of the door is his house, the place he long want to come however he cannot go after all, it was the place where his one and only little sister is living with before.
So naturally, he cannot visit the house because his owned little doesn't want him to go inside of it.
Gathering his courage, he opened the door, what appeared before him is a dark corridor, but at the end of it, there is a light, Kai slowly removed his shoes and place it at the left side besides the shoes of her little sister.
'how nostalgic'
slowly walking in the dark corridor, a lot of memory is playing in the mind of young man, while he slowly feel anxious and nervous at the same time then, a familiar scene appeared in Infront of him, the sight of her mother and little sister, preparing the plates, when both of them saw the face of young man, they smiled full of affection and gentleness, saying in unison
"Welcome back"
Before Kai could even think of anything, he run as fast as he can, afraid of losing the chance to apologize and hug his one and only family.
He quikly spread both of his arms and hug tightly her mother and sister, while a tears if dripping out from his eyes.
"Mom I miss you so much and I'm sorry for being late, for being a unfaithful kid, for being a bad kid, I'm sorry for being a bad son, I'm really really sorry for being a useless son, from now on, I will definitely change, no, I must change myself for you and Alice."
"I'm back "