Did you regret something from your past? Of course everyone has a regret, but what if your regret is like me? A person who choose career more than her most important person.
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"Mr. Kai hayata, what will you say on the question of our viewers here?"
"What is it?"
A man is sitting cross legged, he does have extremely refined featured and body proportions, his face is also extremely handsome, probably his height were about 6.1 feet or more.
He held the microphone at his hands and put it Infront of his mouth, his voice could be describes as perfect.
"Do you had any regret in your life? If there is, what is the most regrettable thing you does?"
The man is taken aback by the question but he quikly cool himself and speak.
"Well, actually there is, it happened when I was like high school?, I had a girlfriend, she is extremely bright and cheerful girl, for me she is the most beautiful woman I had ever met in my life time, she is like my girlfriend,my friends, my best friend, and my childhood friends, however because of me she die"
However before Kai could continue, a drop of tears drip from his eyes, everyone was taken aback by the sudden cry of the man.
"Looked like I cannot tell the Story by myself hahaha"
The man quikly Wiped down with the usedHandkerchief his tears, and he stand out bowing, sign of him leaving.
However the interviewer asked him before he could leaves
"Mr. Kai hayata, can I tell them the story?"
"It's Up to you"
"Look like Mr. Kai hayata gives us a permission, let me tell you all, 3 billion viewers about the loves stories of mister. Kai hayata but first, I need to Introduce him first, well I do think almost all of you know him right? But for those who didn't I'll tell you.
Mr. Kai hayata is what we called the most successful businessman, entrepreneur, investor, tradesman,tycoon, marketeer, and lastly philanthropist teenager in the world.
He is the most famous musicians in the world, capable of using every instruments into its full capabilities, he is one of the most famous talented painter in the world and highest paided actor in industry, not only in actor but even in commercial,promotions, endorser,model, etc.
his stock value in different company, corporation, business, markets,and stuff is estimated to be 50 billion dollars however it's only estimation, and not even those assets he owned Included, his worth would probably 150 billion dollars+
now, lets talk about what is the thing he just do in the human and in the world.
He used his wealth to construct a thousand of hospital and school in the whole world.
He donated 5 billion dollars worth of cash in those orphanage around the world, Making their life quite comfortable however Kai planted his trusted subordinates to manage it.
Donating 3billion dollars at the church.
Giving countless scholarship for those person who couldn't study bacause of poverty.
Constructed countless house for those homeless.
Building a company about help, safety, medicine, environment and etc.
He gives off countless medicine into those poor, giving them free check up and medicine which caused him to lost 2 billion dollars.
Giving a chance on everyone who try to business, by giving them an investment.
Conduct world war cleaning operation in the world.
Hiring tens of thousands of people to helps him cleaning the world and planting a three.
He fund it with like 7 billion dollars.
Etc, it's too many for me to list it here. But now let's back at the topic.
20 years ago.
he received a news that her girlfriend die while she is In interview of him when he were going to debut, his girlfriend calls him, she said, she is feeling uncomfortable for like a day now, and her intuition is telling him that there is someone who's stalking at him, so he wants Kai to pick him up, however this is Mr Kai last chance of passing the audition, but he naturally hesitate but he just convince himself that her girlfriend is thinking too much so he declined but little did he know, it's the last time he will met her girlfriend, Mr. Kai hayata passed and become one of the most highest rated singer in audition, he is excited to go home, wanting to share the good news on his girlfriend, but in the next day,going back home, there are 4 guy who r*pad him, and they stabbed her 30x with pork knife, chop chop him etc, but those guy quikly got arrested and sentence with 80 years in prison because of how brutal they did on the poor girl.
The news devastated him, not just devastated, from that moments on, Mr Kai hayata never opened his hearts again
At the national court, they even mock Mr Kai hayata for saying "your girlfriend is extremely tasty, and we didn't even regret it, her voice that desperately calling your name is quite satisfying to be honest, if only she doesn't resist us, we wouldn't really killed him"
Something like that.
At the court, Mr Kai hayata tried to killed them all, fortunately a lot of police stopped him, if not, he might really killed four of them"
….
Infront of Kai is 10 costumize rolls Royce and 5 val Mundo car, there are also a lot of body guards that guarding it, however when they saw Kai, all of them vow their head.
"I'm going to walks home"
"But, Mr Kai, it will not be safe, there are countless of fans who's waiting for you outside of the building so if–"
Kai interrupt him.
"Don't worry, I'm skilled when it comes on magic and pretending."
Kai walk towards the costumize rolls Royce and one of the guard open the door, inside of the car is a bag, Kai just casually pulled a wig and some ordinary cloths.
"Just wait me on the house,also distract them for a bit"
All of the guard cannot refused nor disagree with him after all, he is their boss.
Now all of the line up rolls Royce start to drive
While Kai is now dressed in seemingly ordinary cloths, he had now Black hair, while his handsome face is nowhere to be seen.
After all, he put a costumize masked in him, witch is using the highest AI technology, so one can really distinguish between an ordinary citizens and most famous person in the world.
….
He finally get out of that place where countless of fan is waiting.
He is now walking at the streets, his face is feeling the gentle breeze, while walking at the streets he saw an old lady, she is selling a fortune cookies, he grabbed a money from his pocket, and wanting to die it all, it's not like he like the cookies, rather he feel pity on old woman, well he is doing it for like as long as he remember, buying everything to help the seller.
"Grandma how much everything?"
"Ahh--"
Suddenly the eyes of old woman sparklers, like she saw his idol, however she quikly regained her cool.
"200 bucks"
Then Kai give the old woman 1000bucks.
"Sorry I don't had any 200 bucks, give the change"
Kai sit at the bench.
While waiting for the old woman to pack everything he buy.
"Hey young man, it look like your in a lot of sadness and regret"
But Kai didn't speak.
"You know I'm your fan, you could talk to me if you like"
Strangely in just few words he feel like the ice and sadness at the depth of his soul and heart is slowly losing control, so Kai stared at the old woman and slowly talk.
" In my life, I only had two choice that I regret, first, not going to pick him and running away from my family"
"When she dies, I no, my world break, I run from my sister, from my mother, pursuing my career like madman, I want to make my life extremely busy, dedicating my whole time into work until I got into hospital, so I wouldn't be able to remember him, I want to forget him by working until I am on the verge of destruction, however I also doesn't want to forget him, I want to remember, I want remember her, I want to remember when the first time we meet, when I confessed on him, our normal date, though I'm just ordinary person at that time, but we are happy, unlike now, everything is in my palm of hand, money,power, influence, talents,looks, everything a person could ever imagine. However I'm not happy, I feel like as the day passed, I'm slowly Sinking from the abyss, I'm a cowards, extremely coward, I want to die and Follow him in the death however I cannot, I just can't, because I am a coward.
So I run away, however my mother die, because of an heart failure, they cannot pay the bills and doctor, medicine, on the other hands, me an super star singer, travelling in the world for a lot concert doesn't even know the death of my mother, I ignored them because I want to forget everything about my girlfriend however naturally I also doesn't want to forget it.
When I'm back at the country, I found out my mother die, but instead of rushing in her grave and apologize, I priority my business and film appointment, but still, I go at the graved of my mother and there, I saw my little sister sitting, when we are young she and me is extremely closed to each other and when I called him and she saw me.
Her eyes is full of coldness and indifferent, the warm and gentle gaze she always gives me is nowhere to be found.
When my little sister saw me, she slapped me extremely hards, while a lot of tears is flowing from her eyes and she said if I remember correctly.
"At least you remember to visit your birth mother, Mr Kai hayata, or super star singers"
Her voice is extremely cold.
"Alice"
"Don't you ever called me with my first name, what do your think your doing when me and mom is desperately seeking for money?, does you even know what mom feels like when you ignored him and me, does you even think of us a family when you become famous ? Does you even know how much we become laughing stock because of your constantly ignoring us?, does you even know our suffering?, where are you when my mom is on the brink of death?, do you know what is the last thing mom do when she is going to die?, she watched your concerts while smiling and telling everyone that you are his son, do you know that mom had die for like 2 months? Do you know how much pain mom does? Or me?"
Then she run.
At that time, I realized it, I failed my mom, I failed my sister, and I failed my girlfriend.
I loss everything I love
I don't know how to moved on or rather, it's impossible to move on, I don't even understand how can a person even moved on from loosing their loves one, a lot of acquittance, friends, and best friend told me to moved on and just forget about it, however I cannot just, it's just simplify impossible for me no matter what, I unconsciously creating a line between me and other woman, even if I tried, I couldn't feel those exciting feelings and stuff, my heart had never raised a bit for another woman even if I unconsciously tried, I could only distract myself while slowly become emptier as day passed."
Kai is crying heavily, the once most famous singer and actor in the whole world is crying like a child.
"Is that the reason why your continuesly donating and making the world better?"
"Actually, I never become a good person, the reason why I'm doing those charity work, is because I want to become at least make this world better, no, Im doing it for my owned selfish reason, it's not like I want to make this world better or what, it's just 'maybe' when I die, because of countless good deeds I do, 'maybe' the god will give me a permission to change 'to 'atleast' talking with my mother and girlfriend in the underworld, so I could apologize on them, I'm a cowards, I don't want to die, I also don't want to live, because of it, I make a vows in myself that I'm going to dedicated my whole life helping the world, helping animal, helping all living creatures with my money, I'm also doing it to feel good, and momentary forget about the pain I'm experiencing, or to forgot about him, however I don't want to forget about them, that's right I'm a pathetic person. And if I die, all of my wealth will be given on my one and only little sister"
"But in the end your still good person, after all, you do all of that with just simple goal"
Before Kai could refuted the old woman, he is slowly losing consciousness, he doesn't know why, perhaps because he cried extremely hard.
Before he loss his consciousness he hears something that the old woman muttered.
"Good luck in your new life."