I poured water on my face several times, trying to clear my mind.
Ines, stupid, stupid—you are so stupid.
I scolded myself, blaming myself for not being able to stop Chase from sleeping with me once more. My heart couldn't take it. I bit my lip, my hand moving to my belly.
"My child, I'm doing this just for you. All of this is for you."
I hoped my child would grow up strong and healthy, untouched by the complications of my life and the mess of emotions I was drowning in.
"Luna."
I heard the click of the door. Emily walked in, bowing in greeting.
I smiled briefly at her and asked, "Yes, Emily? What do you need from me right now?"
Emily took a deep breath and said, "Luna, you forgot that today is the First Gathering of All She-Wolves. As Luna, you are supposed to be there to guide them."