JANE
Talking to Rosario did nothing to calm my confused mind. Instead, I felt anxious and suffocated. The room suddenly felt small, the walls closing in on me and I threw the blanket away before sliding down the bed.
This was my revenge, for my family. But I wasn't feeling the sense of victory I was hoping for, after tricking Dominic to bring me home with him.
In these four months, I had never let Rosario touch me intimately. I had asked for some time to adjust to this life without my memories. I could sense his frustration, disappointment and sometimes irritation at being rejected.
But, how come I let Dominic kiss me? I kissed him back and it even felt good. He had been touching me, holding me, carrying me all the time and I wasn't putting up much of a fight.
The feeling of guilt lingered in my chest but I couldn't understand if it was for betraying Rosario or because I was being intimate with my family's killer.
