This is wrong. No matter how I look at it with the way he was acting. It hasn't been long since Jace died and here I am completely into a guy who brings out the worst and best in me. Q
Felicity likes you. I have never heard her saying she wanted to involve herself in love, but I know that face she was making. She was into you so hard. I barely know you and I am not so good at reading people but, you were into me Q, why?
The way you were looking at me, breathing me in. Your lips were so soft on my skin, you had the most delicate touch. You were touching me like you were tasting human skin for the first time. Impossible. There was no way you didn't have a girlfriend because you were hot. More than hot, you were the object of my fantasies since that date.
The stalker seems to have put an end to their torment on my brain for some while. And now a new problem has emerged, I was thinking about Q. His expressions the way his face were changing. From desire to paining expressions. It was crazy. He never broke eye contact, and that did things to my insides that cannot be explained.
I got home on Sunday and I went to my room immediately. Normally I would watch my bondage videos or something to cool me off. His face was enough, his scent was enough to have me waiting. Having some self control. I needed self control and I needed my friends. I needed to tell someone that I was losing my mind over a man I barely know.
JENN POV
I hadn't seen Venice since that time at the café and I was glad we were meeting up to talk. And I was excited she had been stressed about that stalker shit for weeks. My bestie was back, with what seemed to be more trouble from the look on her face when I opened my front door.
"Girl," she whines and hugs me and I sigh smiling. I hug her back and close the door pulling back to speak to her.
"You get the blankies I'll get the gummies," she nods and we get the items in a few and we are settled in a little tent we had made years ago for our secret talk time. Big enough to fit three people I had kept it up.
Venice turned to me a she chewed a gummy bear and let out a big sigh.
"I wanna fuck him." She says.
"V we have go to start conversations with disclaimers please. And fuck who? Mr Peter the neighbour?" She gives me a look I give her one back.
"No, Q. We went on a "date" on Sunday. A movie." Now I'm fully invested. That escalated fast. A date? I shrugged and pressed for her to go on.
"We went out and looks like it was the last screening so we went and it was just us two in there. And I couldn't breathe, the way he was looking at me. Touching me like the next minute he was going to pass out. He looked like he was in pain and things happened."
"You guys played in there?" I asked and she shook her head.
"Not in that way, it was more of he was giving slight touches and kisses like he was testing me. I don't know but I don't even think Jace was that intense ever."
Oh shit....she was comparing. And when she started comparing a lot of things confused her. I knew her and I was going to hear all of it if she continues like this.
"Sweetie, Jace hasn't been gone that long and your already heading for this guy?" I ask and she turns to me.
"Jace was my fuck buddies this guy seems like it's more." She says and I sigh. I didn't know enough about him to know. But I had one question.
"V what about Felicity she is in love with the guy. And I have never seen her in love."
None of us had ever seen her have a crush.
Let alone live through it.
"That's what I came to talk about." She says and I raise a brown and move back a little.
"Ohhh no do not bring me in between you two. Please."
"Jenn I just need to talk to her. I miss her. And we need to come to terms about what she wants." I get her point but when Fel made up her mind she stuck to it until there was no means out. And I didn't want them fighting over a man of all things.
"Fine I'll set you up but you need to take it slow with Q."
"Jenn, harder done than said." She says and I let out a little laugh at the way she twisted that saying.