I had never been this amused, entertained, or infuriated—simultaneously.
First, I had just started a new journey of self-awareness. Since yesterday.
It's now glaring that I have issues.
Maybe I really didn't know who I was. Or where I stood. The TikTok girlies made it seem like I knew what I was doing. Here I thought my boundary game was strong but I ended up doing what I said I wouldn't do and the worst? I wasn't even forced to do it. i just got dressed willingly
And that realization was unsettling.
I'd been watching mindfulness meditation videos on YouTube, trying to observe my thoughts from a distance. The verdict? I might be my own worst enemy. Because what kind of person sees Aiden's stressed face and—without a word—slips into the most expensive dress they own to play along with his charade?
There was no logical explanation.
