I sprang onto my heels the moment I said those words. I couldn't wait to see Max's reaction or what he was going to do to me. I know I've crossed the line by saying such a vulgar word, but I've had enough of him. I couldn't take it anymore.
Max, I hate him. I hate him. I love him. I like him. I hate him. He was the man, the person, my first love, and everything, but he hurt me and did this to me. I'm pregnant with his child, and he's abandoning me like this, me and my child, just because of another woman.
I couldn't accept this, or this feeling, or what he was doing to me. I've had enough of him. I was standing on my heels with my heavy belly when I heard his footsteps behind me.
He's hurt me badly, but still, he was the man I loved. I hate myself for not being able to let go, no matter how I've found him cheating on me. I still couldn't let go of him. My heart was filled with him, no matter how I was in the comfort of Chase. I was always thinking of him. I couldn't let go.
