Jihoon froze the moment I grabbed his shirt, my desperate words hanging in the air between us. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest, the weight of what I'd just said crashing down on me. It wasn't what I meant—not really—but the fear of losing him, of watching him walk away again, made me say it.
Slowly, he turned to face me, his expression shifting from surprise to something darker. His eyes narrowed as he studied me, like he was trying to figure out if I was serious, or if this was just another attempt to get through to him.
"You'll be my toy?" he repeated, his voice low and filled with disbelief. There was no amusement this time, just cold curiosity.
I swallowed, not sure how to backtrack now. "Yes." I slightly nodded.
For a long moment, Jihoon didn't say anything. His gaze bore into me, and I could feel the weight of his scrutiny. I wanted to pull back, to let go of him, but something kept me rooted in place. Maybe it was the same stubbornness that always got me into these situations with him.
Then, unexpectedly, Jihoon's expression softened just slightly. The hardness in his eyes wavered, and for a brief moment, I thought I saw a flicker of something like understanding.
"You're a fool, Minji," he muttered under his breath, shaking his head. He reached down and pried my hand from his shirt, his grip firm but not harsh. "You don't even know what you're asking for."
He let go of my hand and took a step back, but this time he didn't turn away. He just stood there, staring at me like he was trying to figure out why I kept pushing, why I wouldn't just leave him alone.
"You think being close to me is going to make things better?" he asked, his tone softer now but still laced with frustration. "It won't. I'll only end up hurting you."
I wanted to tell him he was wrong, that I wasn't afraid of getting hurt, but the words got stuck in my throat. Instead, I met his gaze and took a small step closer.
"I don't care," I whispered. "I just want to be here for you, even if it's messy."
Jihoon blinked, taken aback by my words. For a moment, it looked like he was going to say something, but then he closed his mouth and let out a frustrated sigh. He raked a hand through his hair, clearly torn between pushing me away and letting me stay.
"Why are you so damn stubborn?" he muttered, more to himself than to me.
"I don't know," I admitted with a small smile. "Maybe because I see something in you that you don't want to show anyone else."
Jihoon's jaw tightened, and he looked away, his eyes focusing on something distant. "You're going to regret this, Minji," he said quietly, but there was no malice in his voice—only resignation.
"Maybe," I replied, feeling a strange sense of relief that he hadn't walked away this time.
"But that's my choice to make, isn't it?"
He didn't answer. Instead, he let out another sigh and glanced back at me, his expression unreadable. "You're an idiot," he said, but his voice was softer now, less harsh.
"Maybe," I said again, a small smile tugging at the corners of my lips.
For the first time, Jihoon didn't walk away. He just stood there, a reluctant understanding settling between us. And in that moment, I knew that, no matter how much he tried to push me away, I wasn't going anywhere.
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We barge through the hotel room, Jihoon gently kissing me and his hands roaming my body. "Don't regret this." He whispered as he pushed me down on the bed.
My heart hammered in my chest and I felt like I couldn't breathe. It wasn't long before we were both stripped of our clothing and I was laid bare in front of him. We shared a few sloppy kisses before his lips traveled down to my jawline and then to my neck. There, he placed a gentle kiss before biting down roughly.
I winced, letting out a gasp and Jihoon laughed quietly. His mouth latched onto my neck and sucked roughly, causing me to arch up off the bed. He took that opportunity to snake a hand around my waist and pulled me closer.
His tongue laved at the bite, licking the pain away. He continued biting and sucking the delicate skin of my neck and shoulder, leaving marks and bruises everywhere.
I moaned when he bit down right below my collarbone, a hand running through his hair and tugging him closer.
When he finally pulled away from my neck, the air stung the bites and I whined softly.
Jihoon sat up on his knees, his hands trailing over my torso and resting at the insides of my thighs. His fingertips ghosted over the sensitive skin, causing me to shiver and buck my hips up.
His lips quirked into a smirk and he leaned forward, pressing a gentle kiss to my lips. He moved his hips against mine, his hardening cock rubbing against me.
A soft moan escaped my lips and I pressed my hips back up, my back arching.
"For a virgin like you,You're so eager." Jihoon chuckled. He reached over to the bedside table and pulled out a small bottle. "I bet you're ready, aren't you?" He asked.
"Can you please just do it." I whined, trying to pull him down for another kiss.
"Oh? You want it?" He smirked and popped open the bottle, squeezing a small amount of the contents into his hand and stroking his cock, coating it. He squeezed some more and slid a finger between my legs.
I tensed when he started to push his finger inside, his free hand moving to my thigh to push it open wider.
He started pumping his finger slowly, moving it around, trying to find the one spot that would make me go crazy.
"J-Jihoon." I moaned.
He continued pumping his fingers, stretching me even further.
"P-Please." I moaned, gripping the sheets.
Jihoon looked down at me, smirking. "Please what?"
I blushed a bright red, squirming under him. "P-Please, I need you."
"Do you?" He asked, moving his fingers faster.
I gasped, throwing my head back and letting out a loud moan.
"Tell me what you want." Jihoon whispered, leaning down to press a kiss to my jaw.
I groaned and bucked my hips up. "I-I need you inside of me." I managed to say.
"Good boy." He whispered, pulling his fingers out. He grabbed his cock and rubbed the tip against me.
I let out a breathy moan, looking up at him.
"Do you want this?" He asked.
"Y-Yes." I replied.
He gripped his cock and started to push in, groaning.
"Fuck." He moaned. "You're so fucking tight."
I gasped, the feeling of him filling me up almost overwhelming.
He bottomed out, letting me adjust to him before starting to move. He began thrusting at a slow pace, moaning loudly.
I gripped the sheets, my back arching as his thrusts increased in speed.
"Fuck, who knew a virgin's could feel like this ." He groaned, thrusting harder.
I gasped as he hit my prostate, throwing my head back and moaning loudly.
He continued pounding into that spot, making me cry out.
"You sound so beautiful." He moaned.
I felt heat pooling in my stomach and I moaned, knowing that I was getting close.
"Are you going to cum?" He asked.
"Y-Yes, I-I'm close."
"We'll hold it in, a bit longer." He smiled as he blocked the tip of my cock.
I whined, trying to jerk my hips up and get more friction.
He leaned down and pressed his lips to mine, moving his hips a bit faster.
I moaned, breaking the kiss to throw my head back and groan.
Jihoon kissed down my jawline and neck, stopping to suck on the sensitive skin.
I felt the heat in my stomach intensifying, and I knew I was getting close.
"I-I'm gonna cum!" I moaned.
"sorry, but I'm not even close so hold it in a bit longer." Jihoon whispered.
I cried out as he started moving his hips faster, hitting my prostate repeatedly.
"Fuck, you feel so good." He groaned.
I moaned as he pounded into me, my eyes rolling back and my toes curling.
He started moving his hips even faster, making me moan louder.
I felt myself getting close and I gripped the sheets, trying to hold back my orgasm.
"Are you close?" He asked.
I nodded quickly. "Y-Yeah."
He grabbed my hips and pulled me down, his cock slamming into my prostate.
I cried out, tears rolling down my cheeks as he continued pounding into that spot.
"J-Jihoonie! F-FUCK!" I screamed.
He reached down and wrapped his hand around my cock, pumping me quickly.
"Cum for me." He growled, thrusting into me.
"Jihoon, please let me cum!" I moaned, bucking my hips up.
He moved his hips faster, his thrusts becoming sloppier.
"Cum for me." He groaned.
That's all it took for me to reach my climax, my back arching and my vision going white as I came.
I felt him cum inside me and I groaned, my body trembling as the waves of pleasure washed over me.
TBC