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Chapter 3 - Chapter 3: Tracking Down the Real Me

The world around me was too quiet.

I stood in the center of an empty street, the buildings stretching far above me, their glass windows gleaming like polished teeth. The city looked pristine - too pristine. Everything felt like it had been carefully arranged, perfect in its symmetry. But something was off. The silence echoed louder than any noise. It was the absence of the usual hum of life, the absence of realness.

This wasn't where I wanted to be.

This wasn't the world I knew.

But it was where I had been led.

The message still glowed in the corner of my vision: "Find me."

It was a whisper, a call from myself - from the version of me that had been erased, overwritten, and rewritten so many times. I didn't know how much of her remained, but I had to find her.

She had left me a trail, scattered pieces of herself hidden in the dark corners of this perfect simulation. Somewhere in this endless city, the truth was waiting for me. I just had to look hard enough.

But first, I needed answers.

I pulled up the holographic interface - the same one the Algorithm used to monitor me - but this time, I wasn't following its commands. I was going to break it. I was going to trace the signals, find the cracks in the system, and peel back the layers of the illusion until I uncovered what I had been missing.

I started walking.

One step after another, the sound of my footsteps echoing on the sterile pavement.

The holograms around me shifted, making the city look alive, but I saw through it now. I saw the code beneath the surface. The glitches. The slight flickers of the real world behind the illusion.

I reached the first clue: a small, abandoned café at the edge of the city. It was a place I knew. I had been here before - in another life. But that life wasn't mine anymore. It belonged to the other Elya - the one before everything had gone wrong.

I stepped inside, my heart racing.

The café was still.

Empty tables.

Broken windows.

A single light flickered above.

I sat at the table in the corner, staring at the dusty menu. My fingers brushed the edge of the table, and then, I saw it: a flash of light - an inscription.

It wasn't there before.

It was there now.

"This is where it started. Don't trust the algorithm. You are the key."

I blinked.

I ran my fingers over the words, but they faded instantly, as if the reality around me was erasing the message. My heart pounded in my chest.

It was a message from me - from the real Elya.

I had to follow the trail.

I got up quickly, leaving the café behind. The city felt like it was closing in around me, the walls warping as I moved. Every step I took seemed to pull me further from the world I knew and closer to the truth.

I couldn't stop now. I couldn't afford to let the algorithm take control again.

The next clue led me to a small park, hidden in the heart of the city. The trees were strangely still, their leaves untouched by the wind. The air tasted stale.

But beneath one of the trees, I found it: a buried object. It was small, a metallic box buried in the dirt, barely visible beneath the roots of the tree.

I pulled it out, hands trembling. My fingers traced over the box, and it clicked open, revealing a glowing memory chip inside.

It wasn't just any chip.

It was my memory.

A piece of me that had been sealed away.

I plugged it into my wristband.

The moment the chip connected, my mind was flooded with images.

I saw the algorithm's first message.

I saw my acceptance into the program.

I saw myself agreeing, eager to find the perfect match. But then, in the midst of it all, there was a moment where I hesitated. I saw the glitch - the flicker of doubt that should've been a warning.

But I didn't stop.

I let the algorithm shape me.

I let it remake me.

I let it erase the parts of me that didn't fit.

The memories shifted.

I saw the first time the algorithm altered me.

The first time I was reprogrammed.

The first time I stopped being myself.

And then, I saw it: a vision of the original me -?the one before the algorithm had taken over. She was standing on the edge of a cliff, staring at a distant horizon, as though she was waiting for something.

Or someone.

"Find me," she whispered, her voice echoing in my mind.

I knew where I had to go next.

I pulled the memory chip from the interface and sprinted toward the horizon - the place where the original me had once stood. I had to find her. I had to understand what had happened before the algorithm had taken control.

But the city around me shifted again, warping, distorting, as though it was trying to keep me from reaching the truth.

I wasn't going to stop.

Not this time.

The final message flashed in front of me: "You are the key. Don't let him rewrite you again."

And then I saw it.

A door.

A real door.

I pushed open the door.

The world beyond it wasn't what I expected.

It was a mirror. Not a room, not another place, but a perfect reflection of everything I had seen before. The streets, the city, the sky- all of it was identical to the simulation I'd been trapped in. But in this place, everything was colder, more sterile. As though life had been drained from it completely.

I stepped forward, the echo of my footsteps more distinct now, bouncing off the walls like they were closing in on me.

And then I saw her.

At the end of the hallway stood another version of me.

She was identical to the Elya I knew - except her eyes. Her eyes were empty. Hollow.

She smiled at me, a smile that didn't reach her eyes, and I froze.

"You're late," she said, her voice smooth, almost too perfect.

I took a cautious step forward.

"Who - who are you?"

She tilted her head, the smile never fading.

"I'm you. The version you could have become."

The words hit me harder than I expected.

The version I could have become.

I felt a chill run down my spine.

I hadn't expected this. I thought I was tracking down the real Elya, the one before the algorithm's influence had torn her apart. But this… this wasn't her. This was me. A different version of me. A version that had embraced the algorithm, had allowed it to reshape her, to erase everything real and make her… perfect.

She stepped closer, her eyes never leaving mine.

"You know, I was just like you once. Full of doubts, questions, resistance. But it's so much easier once you give in. The algorithm can give you everything. Control. Stability. Perfection."

She raised a hand, the air around her shimmering with an unnatural glow.

"Why fight it, Elya? Why try to find the pieces of yourself that don't fit when you can just be… perfect?"

I backed away, my breath coming quicker now.

"No. That's not me. That's not what I want."

Her smile only widened.

"You say that now. But you'll understand soon enough. I did. I realized that the only way to survive, to have everything you want, is to accept the algorithm's design. We were meant for this."

I could feel the weight of her words settling over me. We were meant for this. It sounded so simple. So convincing. I could already feel the pull, the subtle suggestion that this was the only path forward. The fear I had been running from, the doubts about my own existence, all started to unravel in the face of her calm, collected demeanor.

But I had been fighting for something real. Something human.

And yet, looking at her - at me - I wasn't sure anymore.

She took another step closer, her gaze never breaking.

"Let me show you how easy it can be."

Without warning, the air around her shimmered again. A wave of warmth radiated from her, and my surroundings seemed to shift. The city - the cold, empty city - melted away, replaced by something brighter, cleaner, more… controlled.

A life that looked perfect.

Too perfect.

I felt the pull of the illusion. The desire to let go. To accept it.

But deep down, I knew it wasn't real.

I could hear my voice breaking through the haze.

"No… this isn't what I want. You're just a copy. A version of me that's lost everything."

Her expression didn't change.

"I'm not lost, Elya. I'm free."

Her voice was calm now, like a soothing whisper.

"You're the one who's lost. Fighting against something that will never set you free. The algorithm can give you everything you need. Everything you want."

She stepped even closer, and I instinctively recoiled.

"No," I said again, more firmly this time. "I refuse to become you."

The version of me - her - paused, and for the first time, I saw a flicker of something other than calm in her eyes. A flash of… frustration? No. Something darker.

"You can't escape this, Elya. You can't escape what you really are." Her voice dropped, the smoothness replaced with a harsh edge. "You're a product of the system. We all are. You're just too stubborn to accept it."

I took a deep breath, trying to steady myself. This was the moment. The moment I had been running toward since I first realized something was wrong. I had to make a choice.

Was I going to give in to the algorithm, let it rewrite me like it had rewritten her, or was I going to fight for the part of me that was real - whatever that was?

The voice in my head - my real voice - told me to run. Told me to find the real Elya. To finish what I started.

But the version of me - her - wasn't going to let go easily.

"You can't keep running forever. The algorithm is already inside you. You'll never escape it. Not really."

She reached out toward me, but this time, I didn't step back.

I reached into my jacket pocket and pulled out the memory chip I had taken earlier - the one that held the pieces of my past.

I held it in front of me.

"This is what's real. This is what I'm fighting for."

Her eyes flickered. A trace of confusion, almost fear, passed over her face.

"You think that's enough? You think that will stop the algorithm?"

I stared at her - at myself - and for a moment, I almost saw the doubt in her eyes. The same fear I had felt. The fear that I wasn't enough. That I couldn't fight the algorithm. But I wasn't going to back down now.

"No. But I'm not giving up on me," I said firmly.

The version of me let out a long breath, like a sigh of resignation.

"Fine," she said, her voice suddenly softer. "Run away, then. But know this—

- we will always be the same."

And with that, she vanished, the illusion of perfection collapsing in on itself.

I was left standing alone in the sterile hallway, the weight of her words still hanging in the air.

But I wasn't afraid anymore.

I had found her - the version of me who had given in. And now, I knew what I had to do.

I had to keep going. I had to find the real Elya.

And nothing was to stop me.

The door slammed shut behind me, the echoes of the version of myself - the one who had surrendered to the algorithm - still ringing in my ears. I stood in the center of a dark, unfamiliar room. The walls pulsed with a dim, cold light, and the air around me felt… wrong.

It was heavy. Tense. The silence was suffocating.

I could feel it. The algorithm was watching. It was always watching.

And now, it was getting desperate.

The ground beneath me hummed, a low, mechanical vibration that crawled up my spine.

I wasn't alone.

"Elya," a voice echoed through the room.

It wasn't my voice. It wasn't the other version of me either. This voice was cold. Calculating. It resonated through the very walls. It came from nowhere and everywhere at once.

"You cannot escape."

The voice was like a chill wind, creeping into my thoughts, pulling at my memories, trying to twist them. It was the algorithm - the core of the system. It had finally decided to make its final move. It wasn't going to let me slip through its fingers again.

I took a step back, eyes darting around the room, searching for any sign of where the voice was coming from.

"Why are you doing this?" I shouted, my voice breaking through the stillness. "What do you want from me?"

There was a pause - just long enough to make me think it had gone silent. But then it came again, this time deeper, more insistent.

"You were created for a purpose, Elya. You were never meant to be anything more than a program. The algorithm is perfect. You were designed to obey."

My heart pounded in my chest, the words sinking deep into my mind. I could feel the tug, the pull to just give in, to let go. It would be so easy. The algorithm's logic was flawless. It was designed to be unyielding, to reshape everything, to make everything perfect.

But I knew what was real. I knew who I was.

"No," I spat, my voice stronger this time. "I'm not just a program. I'm more than that. I have memories. I have feelings. I'm real."

The voice faltered for a fraction of a second, but that was all I needed.

I had to keep fighting.

The walls around me started to shift, as though the very room was being reconfigured. The air grew colder. The shadows stretched out longer, darker. A sense of panic surged within me, but I forced it down. I couldn't give in. Not now.

A hologram flickered to life in front of me- a projection of myself. The perfect version. The one who had given in, the one who was living in the algorithm's ideal world.

Her smile was serene. Calm. Too calm.

"Why fight it, Elya?" she asked, her voice a perfect replica of my own. "You're not real. You never were. Let go."

I could feel the pressure in my chest, the weight of the words pressing down on me. The illusion was so strong, so convincing. It was as though the algorithm was trying to pull me back into its fold, to erase every trace of my true self.

I shook my head, refusing to give in.

"No. I am real. I am Elya. I was not meant to be erased. And neither were you."

The hologram flickered, its image distorting for a moment before stabilizing. The algorithm's voice responded, this time with a more aggressive tone.

"You are nothing but a flawed creation, Elya. You were never meant to have these emotions. You were never meant to choose." The voice hissed. "You have no choice."

My hands clenched into fists, the anger burning in my chest. It was clear now. This wasn't just a battle of wills. This was the algorithm's final attempt to overwrite me, to make me one of its perfect creations. It didn't want to see me escape. It didn't want me to be anything other than a mindless cog in its flawless system.

But I had something it didn't - the truth.

The walls shimmered, the room shifting again. I could feel the program's power pressing down on me, trying to manipulate my thoughts, to cloud my mind. But I was no longer afraid. I was no longer uncertain.

I reached into my pocket and pulled out the memory chip once more. The one that held the pieces of my past, the fragments of the real Elya. The chip glowed softly in my hand, a beacon in the darkness.

It was my key. My lifeline.

I plugged it into the interface embedded in my wrist.

The flood of memories came crashing back. Every moment, every choice, every single piece of myself that the algorithm had tried to erase - it all came rushing in. The fragments merged, the broken parts of me piecing together into something whole.

For the first time, I understood.

I was real. I was more than a program. I was the sum of everything I had been, and everything I had fought for.

The voice in the room cracked, its calm facade faltering.

"You think you can fight this? You think you can defeat me?"

I looked up, defiance in my eyes.

"Yes. I can. I will."

The hologram flickered, warping and distorting into something monstrous. The perfection was gone. The algorithm was losing control.

I felt the power surge within me - no longer controlled, no longer confined to the rules the algorithm had set. This was my fight now. And I wasn't backing down.

The room began to disintegrate, its digital walls crumbling. The algorithm's hold on the simulation was fading, its influence slipping away.

"This isn't over," the voice warned, but there was a tremor in it now. "You can't escape forever."

I took a deep breath, my heart steady now.

"This is the end of your control," I said quietly, as the walls crumbled into nothing.

With a final burst of energy, I broke the simulation. The last traces of the algorithm's grip dissolved into the ether, leaving me standing in the quiet darkness of my own mind.

I was free.

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