"Are you excited Sebasty? You are going to perform your song MINE for the first time"
George spoke with excitement sitting beside his girlfriend Stella. They gathered at Simon's place with their girlfriends as they have to travel to another country for the concert.
Sebastian sat silently without uttering a word
"Why are you so silent? Are you brooding over your break up?"
Fredrick teased him lazily leaning on Lillian's lap and she started running her fingers in his hair lovingly.
"No way Sebasty!! Are you still thinking about your sixteenth girlfriend what's her name? Dora no it's Dory right"
Simon spoke sarcastically laughing together with the others. Sebastian dated many girls over the past two years. He is more unreasonable than Simon because he changed his girlfriends every month. Sometimes he would change in weeks.
"I am better than you. At least I would take two to three months to break up"
Simon was gloating about his period of relationships and Sebastian smashed his face with the pillow.
"That's right Sebasty. What happened to you? You never involved in scandals but now only your scandals were filling the tabloids"
Fredrick was so confused at his buddy's behaviour. He sat up straight and confronted Sebastian
"I just don't feel like being with them"
Sebastian leaned back on the sofa and closed his eyes.
"But you should take care of your reputation Sebastian"
Lillian was the sweetest and also wildest in the group. She cared about Sebastian just like her boyfriend
"She is right" agreed Stella.
"What happened to my reputation? I am the most searched celebrity and Businessman in the world and also remember I am number one idol"
Sebastian goaded making them all roll their eyes at him.
After having lunch Fredrick and George left with their girlfriends to have some quality time. Simon is currently single so he asked Sebastian to play video games and he agreed.
"I am still mesmerised by your song dude. Whenever I listen to the song I feel like I want to experience that feeling"
Simon spoke with admiration fixing the video game. Sebastian smiled at his words, that's his experience actually.
"The way you sing that song makes me think that it's your story"
Simon laughed and sat beside Sebastian ready to start the game.
"That's my story"
Sebastian looked at his friend seriously making him laugh out loud.
"Good joke bro, You want me to believe that you met someone and did all the things you said in the song. Bullshit! Well I think you did do all those..in your dreams"
Simon said mockingly and started the game. Sebastian put the game controller aside and left the room angrily
"Hey!! Where are you going?"
Simon was dumbfounded at his sudden coldness. He followed out to see him sitting on the sofa in the living room with his head in his hands.
"I am just joking Sebastian but you are always with us and we would have known if something like that happened"
Simon was now sure something's wrong with Sebastian. He tried to talk nicely sitting beside him.
"You knew nothing about me Simon"
Sebastian roared angrily and told him everything that happened with Zara.
He also told him about his stays in the hotel with girls with Lucien's help. Simon sat there stunned for a long time before staring at Sebastian with his wide eyes.
"Tell me this is not true"
Sebastian glared at him making Simon laugh awkwardly but soon he looked at Sebastian seriously
"You slept with a stranger"
Simon spoke and again received a glare from Sebastian.
"She is not a stranger"
"Not a stranger? Then what's her name?"
Sebastian lowered his head in disappointment.
"I wish I knew her name. You have no idea about that night Simon. I can never ever forget about that"
Sebastian grunted and ran his fingers through his hair reminiscing about that night.
"Oh come on bro!! You had so many one night stands what's so special about her"
Simon slept with all his girlfriends and he never got enchanted with any of them.
"I never had one night stands" Sebastian muttered gritting his teeth.
"Are you for real? You said you spent many nights with girls in hotel rooms" said Simon frowning.
"Yes I did but I never slept with them. They are just to give me blowjobs"
Sebastian was frustrated and annoyed at his friend. He spoke with irritation rubbing his face with his fingers.
"So…she is your first huh"
Simon eyed at him with an evil smirk
"That's not the point Simon. I am crazy over her. I thought I can forget about her by dating someone but fuck I can't even kiss their hands let alone lips"
Sebastian stood up frustrated by the fact that he is no more romantic and he even stopped calling girls for blowjobs.
"Fuck!! You starved for two years"
Simon dropped his jaw in shock making Sebastian even more frustrated. He dealt with his arousal by himself and he fucking cursed Zara for making him pathetic.
"What are you going to do now?"
"We don't need to do anything"
Sebastian smirked and sat down stretching his legs widely. He asked Mr. Gibbs to change the concert venue. Even though that place didn't have huge stadium, it has a parade ground which can fill up to ten thousand people.
Mr. Gibbs valued Sebastian because of his stardom and agreed to his request. He hopes she will find him perhaps he is not the only one to feel this way. He wants this feeling to be mutual.
"Wait!! You changed this venue because of her"
Simon shot up and looked at Sebastian who assured him
"Fuck!! You are fucking crazy"
Simon was now like a teenager who can't wait to see the main protagonists in the movie to meet each other.
"Will you meet her?" Simon was curious about them already.
"I hope I will"
"You are peaking my interest. Tell me more about her"
Simon leaned forward with zeal but Sebastian gave him a death glare.
"Whoa!! Easy boy!! I am just curious about her"
Simon sat back touching his nose.
"She is my Sunshine" said Sebastian with bright smile.
"She is so tiny, her both hands fits in my palm"
He chuckled glancing at his palm.
"She is so carefree and her little mouth won't stop chattering" Sebastian recalled their memories narrating to Simon who is listening curiously.
"Her eyes captured my soul and I want to drown in those sparkles forever"
He finally spoke closing his eyes.
"You will meet her don't worry"
Simon squeezed his shoulder giving him strength.
"I fucking want her Simon" cursed Sebastian fisting his hands.