Don't ask me how, but I'm on the verge of hanging myself, I am so tired of being a student, who ever thought that it wouldn't be like all the high school musicals that we've been watching growing up. Anyway I'm on my way to class I have a tourism test waiting for me so let's get but mana (wait) let me rewind for a bit and at least tell you my name. My name is Nkazimulo Sibisi, I am 24 years old, doing my 3rd year in university of Bloemfontein doing God knows what and I am the first born in my family, I have three brothers that follow after me. Senzo is the the one that comes directly after me he is 21 yet he acts like he's 35 nigga really thinks he's older than me since he's taller, he's an alcoholic but doesn't drink in front of me because as tall as he can get I can still whip, his ass if he ever disrespected me, anyway then we have the third born Thamsanqa he's 19, he says he's 'nonchalant' but I know he's saying that because that word has just started to trend, now suddenly everyone is nonchalant, but you do you boo, then last born is Mandla he's 17 and innocent and quiet, too quiet, I sometimes wonder if he's really part of this family because he's so different and I fear for him sometimes, the world is a cruel world, he needs to be able to fight and be a man but I'm not gonna rush it, he'll bloom when wants to. Uhm then there's my dad, uhm he's... well he is a bit uhm,, you know what let's not talk about him, it's about you and I. Fast forward to reality I have written my test and it wasn't bad but I couldn't care less even if I fail it that professor can go suck his balls if he wanted to, coz what type of test was that oh my word. I have to get ready for work, I work as a chef, do I have a qualifications. No. But my employer doesn't know that, he doesn't need to know, I get paid good so it's good for me and yes it's a he but don't you dare think it's those type of love stories where I fall in love with my boss, that's American shit, black people will sue you if you would ever try them
Senzo:"Are you going to work?"
Me:"No I'm going to the strip club, bitch where do you think I'm going?" I swear nigga always asks me the most dumbest questions, I don't live at campus because I have a home right here so every after school I leave my brother's alone and go to work and come back when the sun has set
Senzo:" Watch your tone " oh no he didn't, brother tryna scare me
Me:"Or what?". I look him dead in the eye because I'm so tired of him thinking he's older than, bitch my mommy pushed me out first so you can relax now and take a chill pill, he looks down and continues with he's phone that's what I thought
Me:"I'm leaving now, Thamsanqa!". I scream out for Thami
Thami :"Yeah sisi" now that's the respect I wouldn't mind dinging out of Senzo
Me :"Listen I'm leaving now, make sure Mandla is OK and listen to your brother as he is the oldest --
Senzo :" Why didn't you just tell me all of this? "
Me :" I, was gonna but you decided to be shitty so I just erased you from my memory "
After everything has been said I took my bag that had my uniform and went out