Mira POV
I ignore him and I continue with my letter.
"Father, this is Mira. I know you may probably not be happy to see a letter from me. But I desperately need to let it out. The Alpha Brothers are typically monsters. They are as wicked as you described them and even worse. They are used to gruesome sight amd are even encouraging me to do so. I wish I can come back home but I know that I am doing this for the family. I have sworn not to let any feelings harbor between me and this wicked brothers. Do well to send your regards." I hold my tears tight careful not to stain the paper and start writing everything all afresh.
I turn over to the next page and I sign my signature. I place the stamp on the signature and I let the letter to dry.
"Mira? No matter what it is, you can always turn it around. And the best option is obviously not silence." Lucian keeps knocking on the door.
"If you do not open the door Mira, Lucian would keep knocking here. You know the both of you badly need to rest and he particularly needs to rest to recover." Kai as always try to convince me.
I hug my knees close to my chest. That's the only thing I can do to comfort myself, I hate it that the boys are by my door. I hate it that I have no personal maid like Serene to share burdens with me.
I hate the fact that there is no one to send my message back to my father. I hate that I have no mother to share this with. I have no one in my life except my every father that sold me to the cruel Alphas yet I am forced to share things with. Things including my body as well.
If I dare try to break the bond, I know without a doubt that they will break my door without remorse again.
"Mira,can you please open the door? Please, everything will be okay if you just agree to talk to it. Please." Lucian is panting.
I open my mouth to say a word but more hot tears flow out. My tears are bitter to the core but it is not as bitter as the pain iny heart. I can't tell between Serene and I who has more hatred towards the Alpha brothers.
I wipe my tears as her name comes back in my head. I'm the reason she is in the place she has found herself. I have to do something. I walk to the door and I open it.
"I wasn't expecting you to open it so easily. It seems you are slowly growing a weak spot for Lucian and Rowan but certainly not all of us." Kai is the first person to say something.
I glare at him with hatred.
"I only opened the door for one purpose and it is going to be done." I state my reason clearly. The faster I speak to them, the lighter I would feel in my heavy heart.
"You were crying?" Lucian places his cold hands on my cheeks. I shiver as the cold passes through my body.
"You do not have to act like you care." I do not bother hiding my disgust. I have no reason to hide my feelings.
"Why are you acting this way Mira? Did we do something? None of us intended to hide the truth from you. We just want to build you so you can rule tomorrow. This is a werewolf clan. There is no way you'd live here without breaking the bond." Rowan says something that has been lingering at the back of my mind.
"And if I break the bond? Be sincere why I should not want to break the bond? I don't want to live in this conditions. I am not fit to be your Luna. I never believed whenever my people would say the moon goddess made a mistake now,I'm really starting to doubt her judgment. How did she pair me with the set of you?"
"Hey Mira, what's going on?" Damian asks me.
I look to the ground immediately.
"Look at me." He places one of his fingers underneath my jaw and forces me to look at him.
"What exactly is the problem?" Kai asks me. I'm a bit surprised this question is coming from Kai. He has always seemed to be able to figure everything out.
"I want to get home. I want to see my father." I intend to close my mouth and say totally nothing but my mouth just seems to be against me.
"Is that all?" Rowan is asking me. He is behind Lucian.
"Yes."
"Fine. We'll go tomorrow then." Damien says it with a relaxed attitude.
"Did you ask her what exactly she wants? And when she is okay with going to see her father?"
"She already told us by herself that she wanted to go to her father's place. We will all be free tomorrow, we still have heavy chores on our hands. Did you forget about Lucian's cu-"
"Can you just keep shut?" Lucian interrupts Rowan.
"Is she not yet aware? I had no idea she didn't know about it. But we still have to consider Lucian before we start leaving."
"What is wrong with you?" My question is directed at Lucian.
"It's nothing. You don't have to be worried about it. Just pretend like you never heard anything about it. Are you going to be okay with going with them tomorrow?" He's asking me like he has already assigned himself to stay here while the others come with me.
"Rowan is going to be there too."
"You go everywhere with them. Why are you staying here now?"
"Serene is currently in the dungeon. And you are going to be leaving. The clan has to be led by a leader Mira. I have to stay."
"But you're not strong."