I sat there in shock, my mouth opening and closing, I wanted to speak, but I couldn't, what could I say in this situation, I'm this moment, I was absolutely speechless. I finally spoke, my voice nervous and shaky;
"You're serious aren't you, like dead serious? " I asked her
Kate just looks at me, her nonchalant expression ever present, but this time, there was a spark in her eyes, something was different, she was serious for the first time since I meet her.
She crossed her leg over the other, getting comfortable on the couch.
"What do you mean dead serious, I'm always serious dipshit.... Look you're a horny loser with no social life, ogling every woman you see, while I'm a sexy attractive young lady. " Kate said, her words hurt me, not because she was being mean, but because what she said was true.
"Look dipshit, I'll help you lose your virginity, all you have to do is pay me, easy right, you understand ass hole. " she says, acting as if this is the most normal thing that anyone could say.
"Look where not blood related, we're step siblings, so its not all bad, so wanna go, I know you want to. " she adds on.
I feel my face turn red from embarrassment, this was insane, 'she must have been joking, fooling around, maybe she wanted to see if I was some horny bastard. ... ", I thought
But I then found myself moving closer toward Kate, my mind racing with conflicting thoughts that even I was shocked about, scenarios deep and erotic filled my mind, I found myself hovering over her body, shaking with nervousness.
Was Kate serious, was she really willing to give me her body, to use to whatever messed up desire I had, was I really about to do this.
I reached for the wallet in my pocket, with shaky hands, I slowly remove a crisp $100 bill. I held it in my sweety hands, crampling it up in my hand, my nerves getting the better of me.
Kate Stretched out her right hand, her left hand teasing the lace of her tank top, she maintenaned her composure, her demeanor, her expression, all remained cold and emotionless. Her hand remained outstretched, waiting for the money.
She acted calm, as if this was the easiest thing any human being could do, like this was normal to her.
"So..... Are you ready, cause I'm ready when you are. " she said, the lace of her tank top slipping further down her shoulder.
Kate's tongue darted out of her mouth, moisturizing her plump pink lips, the movement causing my heart to race. Her chest heaved up and down with each steady breath, her nipples, visible against her tank top.
I was at a loss for words, cause for the first time since we became step siblings, I noticed just how beautiful Kate is, the way her hair moved from side to side, the way her thick thighs would strain against the confines of her shorts.
There was no mistaking it, Kate was a goddess, a true living living beauty, and she offered to make my deepest desires come true.
I took a deep breath, I moved even closer, Kate began spreading her legs wider, I could feel her breath of my face, it tickled the hairs around my face and neck.
Kate's left hand moved to the bottom of her tank top, raising it inch by inch, revealing the soft creamy skin underneath.
I pressed my pelvis against her, she slowly started wrapping her legs around me, locking her ankles around my waist, I gripped the $100 bill hard in my hand, as if it was the only thing keeping me sane.
Kate tilted her head, her lips parting slightly, an invitation to claim what I'm about to pay for.
"This is it, I'm really going to do this..... With Kate of all people.... Just don't screw it up, she giving you everything your horny as every wanted, just man up and..... And..... And take it! " I think to myself.
Our lips almost touch, Kate's hand on the money, when I pull back, I can't do it. I can't bring myself to do it, even if my body wants to I can't do it.
I put the money back in my pocket, I back away, my heart pounding in my ears, I'm hot and bothered.
When Kate sees this, she immediately puts herself back together, straightening her clothes and hair. She looks at me, her eyes still having the cold look but this time , more intense.
"Well that's unfortunate, but whatever. " Kate says, as she grabs her phone, she begins scrolling through social media.
"You know where to find me if you change your mind virgin boy. " she says, not even bothered to look my direction.
I rush up stairs, I look back at Kate one last time before leaving. I reach my bed room and enter, I lay on the bed, my mind racing with conflicting thoughts and desires, Kate had pushed something inside of me.
Flipped a switch she shouldn't have, I was happy ogling over her when she was not looking but now...
"Was this right, was what I was thinking even sane, I'm just horny yeah that's the reason..., I can't really... I don't... I..... I think... "The thoughts in my head fill up, threatening to eat me alive
I layed in my bed, I took off my shirt and shorts, now just in my boxers, I could hear my heart beating off the silent walls of my room, I was hot, I was horny, and I didn't know what to do.
As the minutes ticked into hours, I couldn't sleep, all I was thinking about is how my boxers hurt from my erection.
I checked the time on my phone, it was 23:16 pm, Sophia wouldn't be home for a couple more hours. So I got up, I grabbed my pants and reached in to get the $100 bill.
I marched out of the room and to the living room, I walked quietly down the stairs, I reached the living room, I noticed Kate wasn't there, " she must be asleep. ", I thought.
I made my way back up stairs, the wood on the stairs crecking with every step, but I made it, I slapped myself , giving myself so courage.
I made my way towards Kate's room, I found the door open slightly, as if she knew I would come to see her. I slipped through the door, closing it behind me.
Then I saw her, Kate was asleep on the bed, sleeping on her side, her facing the door, she was wearing her tank top, but she exchange her shorts for some see through underwear.
I took a deep breath, and crawled into bed with her, I wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her closer, her warmth sipped into me.
I pulled her against me, her back and ass on my chest and pelvis, I sniffed her scent, one of honey and vanilla.
Then Kate wakes up, she doesn't move, she doesn't do anything, she just lays there, she turn her body around, her chest now pressed against mine, her pelvis grinding against mine.
With a cold and serious look, she grabbed the $100, she put it on the night stand. She looked into my eyes, her amber eyes emotionless.
"So are you ready to have your mind blown,to have your world rocked and turned on its head step bro? " she asks, she maintaining her nonchalant expression as she grinds against my erection.
I take a deep breath, " yeah .. I... I'm ready, just don't tell Sophia, or dad, okay. " I ask her.
Kate just nods, not taking her eyes off me.