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Chapter 12 - The Price of Silence

She woke to silence.

Not peace. Not calm. Just that low, heavy kind of silence that presses against the ribs and whispers something has changed.

The morning light poured through the high window, soft and silver, but the warmth didn't reach her skin. She lay still beneath the covers, fully dressed, her torn shift replaced by a loose tunic someone must've draped over her in the night.

She hadn't asked for help.

Hadn't wanted it.

And yet, someone had entered.

Someone had been gentle.

She didn't like that, either.

Lyra sat up slowly, testing her body. The bruises had deepened across her ribs and jaw. Her lip was swollen, the cut split again when she moved. The ache was deep—not just from flesh and bone, but something deeper. Something curled inside her chest that refused to uncoil.

The mark on her shoulder was quiet now.

Not gone. Not healed.

Just… waiting.

She stood, bare feet on the cold stone floor, and crossed to the door.

No guards.

No locks.

No posted Alphas.

The hallway beyond was empty.

It felt like the entire wing had been evacuated.

She didn't know if that made her want to scream… or smile.

The knock came just before midday.

Soft. Deliberate.

Not the kind that tried to break in.

The kind that asked permission.

She opened the door to find Silas standing there, arms folded, eyes hollow. He looked like he hadn't slept—not in a bed, not with peace. Just... existed through the night.

No guards behind him. No cloak. No sword.

Just a man who looked more tired than dangerous.

"I brought news," he said.

She didn't respond.

"Dorian's been confined," he continued. "Indefinitely. His command has been suspended. The Council will likely strip him of his Alpha rank."

She raised an eyebrow.

"That supposed to make me feel safer?"

Silas swallowed. "No. It's just the beginning."

There was a long pause.

Then, without emotion, Lyra asked, "Why did you come, Silas?"

"Because I failed to protect you," he said. "And because I need to know what you want."

She didn't expect that.

Not from him.

She studied him for a long moment, weighing her next words like blades.

"Access," she said finally. "To the Hall of Records."

Silas blinked. "You want… history?"

"No," she said. "I want truth. About the mark. About what I am. About what you're all so terrified of."

He hesitated.

She stepped forward. "Don't tell me it's forbidden."

He met her eyes.

And nodded.

"I'll send a guide at dusk."

The guide never came.

But someone else did.

Lucien slipped into her room like a shadow that belonged there. He didn't knock. He didn't speak.

He stood in the doorway and stared.

Lyra didn't move.

She sat cross-legged on her bed, unbothered, the firelight behind her casting golden flickers across her face. Her bruises had begun to fade. But her eyes were darker than ever.

Lucien didn't smile. Didn't taunt.

He stepped inside. Closed the door behind him.

And then, slowly—deliberately—he sank to his knees.

Lyra blinked.

"Is this a trick?" she asked.

"No," he said softly.

She didn't move.

"I won't touch you," he added. "Not unless you ask me to."

A strange silence stretched between them. It wrapped around them like fog—dense, heavy, but not suffocating.

He looked up at her, golden eyes catching firelight like molten metal.

And for the first time… he looked afraid.

Not of her rage.

But of her distance.

"You don't have to forgive me," he said. "But you need to know—I didn't know. I wouldn't have let him hurt you."

Still, she said nothing.

"I lost control," Lucien admitted. "And for once, it wasn't because of power. It was because I was afraid of what he'd taken from you."

He stood slowly.

But this time, he didn't advance. He didn't hover. He gave her space like it was sacred ground.

"Whatever you choose next… whatever you want… I'll follow it. Even if it's away from me."

He turned toward the door.

And paused.

"If you ever reach for me," he said, not looking back, "you won't have to ask twice."

She didn't stop him.

But before he opened the door, she said—quietly:

"Would you have stopped me?"

Lucien's fingers tightened around the doorknob.

"If you'd tried to kill him?" he asked.

"Yes."

A breath passed.

Then—

"No," he said. "I would've helped you bury the body."

And then he was gone.

She didn't sleep that night.

Not because of fear.

Because of the scroll.

Silas had left it on her desk—rolled and bound with fraying twine, brittle with age. It smelled like dust and cedar and old magic. The kind of thing that felt wrong to touch without bleeding first.

She lit a single candle and unrolled it with care.

The parchment crackled softly as she spread it across the desk.

Two layers of script—one ancient, the other translated in sharp, angular letters beneath.

Her mother had taught her enough of the old tongue to make sense of the original.

She read it aloud, softly. Just to feel the shape of the words.

She who bears the Five shall be their flame.She who is marked shall not bend to the bond.She who binds the bond shall choose the path of ruin or rebirth.

Goosebumps rose along her arms.

She reread the last line.

Over and over.

She shall choose.

Her. Not them.

Not the Alphas.

Not the Elders.

Not prophecy.

Her.

She leaned in closer. Traced a darker stroke near the bottom of the scroll. It looked newer. Added long after the original ink had dried.

The she-marked does not carry the bond. She binds it.

A thrill crawled up her spine.

She stepped back from the table, hand drifting to her collarbone.

The mark pulsed once—low and slow.

Not black this time.

Blood red.

Like a wound that remembered what it was before the blade.

Like a power choosing her.

🖤 Mini-Scene: Blood Remembers

Later that night, she stood in front of the mirror.

Naked.

Unflinching.

She turned her body slowly, watching the candlelight glide over the curves of her back, the faded bruises on her ribs, the newly pulsing blood-red mark just above her collarbone.

It looked like it was glowing from within her skin.

Like something had stirred.

Like something had… remembered.

She touched it. Lightly.

It was warm now.

Not hot like fire.

Warm like breath.

And somewhere deep beneath her skin, she felt it. The faint echo of something rising from blood and bone. Something ancient. Female. Feral.

Choose.Not them. Not fate. You.

The whisper wasn't her mother's voice.

It wasn't a dream.

It was her own.

Or maybe… who she used to be, before she forgot how to listen.

Lyra lifted her chin. Her eyes in the mirror gleamed—not soft, not sad.

Predatory.

And she whispered to her reflection:

"Then I choose to burn."

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