My name is "SNOW CROSS" and i am just a normal boy born with better look than average boys. I doesn't have any dream or something that i am crazy about. Whatever i try to do or whatever sport or game i play i always feel them boring in just one or two days and it is also true for feelings for girls.
I always believe in "LOVE IN FIRST SIGHT" but never experience it .
I like all girl who look beautiful but at some i time i lose interest in all of them.
After some time i was thinking "am i gay or what" why there is no girl that i want to love her or wanted to spend my time with her "DID I HAVE A SNOW HEART OR WHAT ?".
My Parents were in army so since childhood i was lonely and don't know about warmth or love and just because of that i like being alone. I want my parents to praise me or spend time with me or just notice me so i spend my all time studying or sleeping because of that i was always alone i didn't have nay friend and sadly no first love.
I also want to experience what is love, why people cry when their girlfriend dump them or "why they say that first love stay with you till your death"
After my graduation in middle school i didn't want my life to be just like my past and just for my parents i don't want to spend my life studying. so i left my home town without telling my parents as i was done following my parents order and now want to live my life without any control and fear.