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Chapter 17 - 16

Vivian stood at the edge of the balcony, staring out at the skyline. The city buzzed with life beneath her, but she felt detached from it, as if she were suspended in a moment of time that wouldn't move forward. The betrayal had shattered her in ways she never thought possible. She could feel the weight of it—on her shoulders, in her chest, seeping into her every thought.

Her phone buzzed on the table. She didn't have to check to know who it was.

Aurora.

The last time they spoke, their words had been sharp, cutting deep. Aurora had told her that Julian never truly loved her, that their connection wasn't real. It wasn't just a betrayal of trust—it was a dismantling of everything Vivian had believed in. She had held onto Julian's lies for so long, and now, the reality was even worse than she had imagined.

She knew she should ignore the message. She knew she should block her number, sever the last tie she had left to the woman who had torn her life apart. But something—something deep down—told her to at least hear what Aurora had to say. Perhaps it was a misguided hope, or maybe a need for closure she hadn't yet realized she craved.

"We need to talk," the message read.

Vivian's fingers hovered over the phone screen, contemplating. But this wasn't just about hearing words. It was about facing what had happened and, more importantly, what would happen next. Vivian needed to make a decision—was she going to remain in this endless cycle of hurt, or was she going to move forward?

She typed a response and hit send.

"Where?"

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The café was small and intimate, tucked away from the main street. It wasn't a place they had frequented before, but it felt fitting now—neutral ground, away from the weight of their past. Vivian entered first, her eyes scanning the room. She spotted Aurora sitting at the back, alone, her face unreadable.

Vivian approached the table and sat down across from her, careful to keep her distance. She was no longer the person who would let others invade her space, no longer the one who would allow herself to be manipulated.

For a long moment, neither of them spoke.

Aurora looked up, her expression strained, as if she were debating how to start. She finally opened her mouth, but the words seemed heavy on her tongue.

"You came," Aurora said quietly.

Vivian's gaze didn't waver. "I'm here."

Aurora glanced down at her hands. "I don't even know how to begin. I don't expect forgiveness, but I... I can't pretend that everything that happened between us doesn't matter."

Vivian said nothing, but her posture stiffened. She didn't need to hear more empty words. She didn't need Aurora to apologize for the thousand little things she had done wrong over the years. What mattered now was what Aurora had to say about everything that had come to light.

Aurora looked up, eyes darkened with regret. "I wasn't just a fool, Vivian. I was selfish. I let myself get wrapped up in something that wasn't real. Julian... He was never the man he pretended to be."

Vivian clenched her jaw. "But you still went along with it. You still hurt me, despite knowing how I felt. Despite knowing what I meant to him."

Aurora swallowed, the guilt plain on her face. "I didn't think it would ever come to this. I thought we could keep it secret, keep it hidden. I didn't think you'd ever find out. And when you did... when I saw how much it tore you apart, I realized I was just as lost as he was. But you... You're stronger than I gave you credit for."

The words were a mixture of truth and rationalization. Vivian could see that much, but there was something missing in Aurora's eyes—a deeper understanding of how much she had hurt her. There was an apology buried beneath the layers of pride and defense, but it wasn't being given freely.

Aurora continued, her voice softer. "Julian made me believe I was the one he truly wanted. I let myself believe his lies, let myself think I could be something more to him than... than just another conquest. But I was wrong. I see that now."

Vivian's fingers tightened around her coffee cup. "And you think that changes everything? You think a few words can undo the damage? The things you said to me... that Julian said to me?"

Aurora's eyes flickered with guilt, but she didn't look away. "No, I don't think words can undo it. But I think you deserve to hear that I know what I did was wrong. I don't expect you to forgive me right now, and I won't ask for that. But I want you to know that I... I regret it. All of it."

Vivian let the silence stretch between them, the weight of the conversation settling like dust in the air. She could feel the anger rising inside her again, but this time, it wasn't as sharp. It wasn't the kind of rage that consumed her. It was something different—something colder, more measured.

"I don't know what you want from me, Aurora," Vivian said, her voice quiet but firm. "I don't know what I want from you. But I don't need your apology. Not now. Not when the damage is already done."

Aurora nodded, her eyes never leaving Vivian's face. She seemed to accept it, though there was a flicker of something else there—something unresolved. "I understand," she murmured. "But I just... I needed you to know the truth. Even if it doesn't change anything."

Vivian stood up, her movements slow but deliberate. "Maybe one day we'll be able to talk without all of this weight between us. But not today."

She turned to leave, but paused for a moment at the door. "Goodbye, Aurora."

As Vivian stepped out into the brisk air, she found her phone vibrating in her pocket again. She glanced at it. It was Damien.

"You good?" he texted.

Vivian's fingers hovered over the keyboard. She could still feel the tension in her chest, the ache of everything that had just happened. But Damien—Damien was a steadying presence, someone she had come to rely on. And in this moment, she needed that more than ever.

She texted back. "Not really. But I'm okay. I'll be fine."

The response was immediate. "I'll be here when you're ready. Don't go through this alone."

She smiled softly, the warmth of his words a balm for the storm brewing inside her. "Thank you. I just... I need some time."

A few moments later, another text came through. "Take all the time you need. I've got your back."

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Vivian tucked the phone back into her pocket and began walking down the street, her steps slow but purposeful. The city around her hadn't changed, but she had. The past few days had been a crucible, burning away the old versions of herself and forging something stronger in its place.

She wasn't the woman who had been so easily manipulated. She wasn't the one who had allowed herself to be torn apart by Julian and Aurora's lies. She was someone who could hold her own, who could stand up for herself, and who was no longer willing to settle for anyone else's version of her life.

She had no idea what the future held, but she knew this: she was done being a victim. She was done letting others dictate her worth. The healing process would take time, but she was on her way. And for the first time in weeks, she felt the stirrings of hope.

Damien's message lingered in her mind. Maybe, just maybe, there was someone who could help her rebuild. Someone who wouldn't betray her. Someone who would be there when she needed them most.

She wasn't ready to dive into another relationship—not yet. But the thought of Damien being there, a steady presence in her life, was comforting. One day at a time. One step forward.

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