Chapter 3: Rebirth
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Not much time had passed since the end of the trial.
"I" floated in empty space, waiting for something—anything—to happen.
A voice of unknown origin resounded through the pitch-black void.
"All souls have been tested. Now, you will begin the creation of your new vessel."
The voice quickly added:
"No questions are allowed until I have finished my explanation."
"The world of Ordnung requires the help of you outsiders. A Demon King, slaughtering his way to godhood, has emerged."
The voice carried no emotion. It was a simple statement of fact.
"As for why native souls are not chosen for this task… causality is the short answer."
I couldn't help but think that this was an extremely boring cliché—but if it meant getting another chance at life, so be it.
After a brief pause, the voice continued.
"And now," it called, "you will create a new vessel for yourself."
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Suddenly, the space around me turned white.
"What now?" I asked, confused.
"Think of the appearance you wish your vessel to have," the voice instructed.
I was caught off guard.
"Anything?" I blurted out.
"Anything," the voice confirmed.
For a moment, I hesitated.
I couldn't help but think of my old body.
I had always struggled with my mixed heritage. My mother was Asian, born and raised in South Korea, while my father was European, from a family with deep roots in France. They met while traveling, fell into a whirlwind romance, and eventually had me.
They always told me I wasn't an accident—but even as a child, I could tell I was never part of their plan.
Growing up, I never truly felt like I belonged anywhere. In Europe, I was too Asian. In Asia, I was too European. People would always ask, "Where are you really from?" as if my existence had to be justified.
When I died, I was almost thirty years old. I had black hair and dark eyes. My face was always clean-shaven because my pathetic attempt at a beard looked embarrassing. My nose could have passed for a perfect Korean idol nose—if not for the slight bend in it and the fact that one nostril was smaller than the other.
I wasn't ugly, but I wasn't perfect either. I was just me.
And for the first time since my death, I realized—I missed being me.
I didn't want a stronger jawline, a sharper nose, or a different eye color.
I just wanted to be myself again.
And so, as if answering my desire, my body appeared before me.
I let out a small sigh of relief.
The voice hesitated before asking:
"You can be anything—taller, more handsome, more muscular. You can even modify your body slightly, changing your hair or eye color."
"Are you sure you want that body?"
I hesitated.
Back on Earth, I would have loved to tweak a few things—just a couple of small changes here and there.
Then, suddenly, I laughed.
"This body is perfect for me," I declared. "Hand-tailored, if I may add."
The moment I spoke, the white space shifted once more.
And my vision changed again.