Chapter 285 You are my god (16)
Ning Shu asked Zhu'er to take the futon, and she knelt at the main entrance of the ancestral hall and said to An Lingyun in the room: "Kneel down, not only did you do something wrong, I did something wrong too."
An Lingyun saw her mother kneeling on the ground through the crack in the door. For a moment, she didn't know what to say, and just shouted: "Mom..."
"Kneel down." Ning Shu said coldly.
With Ning Shu outside, An Lingyun's heart calmed down a lot. She knelt on the futon and looked around. She felt that the ancestral hall was gloomy.
Zhu'er put a cloak on Ning Shu. Ning Shu closed her eyes and repeatedly used her luck to extinguish the burning anger in her heart. She had to stay calm, calm down.
Otherwise, what was the difference between her and the original owner.
She was so angry and manic as an outsider, so Wei Lingxian, who was in this situation, was like being burned by fire. All kinds of emotions could drive people crazy.
I always feel that there is some force that makes people crazy and desperate. If God wants to destroy people, he must first make them crazy.
"Mom, are you there?" An Lingyun couldn't help but ask when she heard the silence outside.
Ning Shu hummed.
An Lingyun's heart calmed down immediately.
An Lingyun asked Ning Shu: "Mom, what did you do wrong?"
Ning Shu said coldly: "I spoiled you too much, so you can't tell right from wrong, don't know the world, and arbitrarily decide right from wrong based on your preferences, and even harm the entire general's mansion. I'm ashamed of the ancestors of the An family."
An Lingyun bit her lip and didn't speak. She felt wronged and scared in her heart. Her loving mother shouldn't be like this.
Ning Shu moved her knees, closed her eyes and recited the formula of peerless martial arts in her heart.
Ning Shu felt that she needed to exchange some secrets that could make people feel calm, such as the Qingxin Mantra.
An Lingyun spoke from time to time to confirm whether Ning Shu was outside. As long as Ning Shu responded, An Lingyun's heart would be very stable.
"Mom, do you hate Princess Mingzhu?" An Lingyun asked.
Ning Shu said calmly: "Lingyun, there are some things you have to see with your own eyes. Put yourself in your mother's shoes and think of yourself as the mother. What do you think?"
Ning Shu added: "You don't have to stand on your mother's side. Let's say you get married in the future, and your husband falls in love with a woman who is of noble status. You will face the possibility of being divorced. Not only that, the child you have raised with great effort will have to call someone else mother."
"The husband you love doesn't love you, and the child you love doesn't love you. You will be alone in your old age and die miserably. After you die, no one will burn paper for you, and the husband you love is in love with someone else. Will you like the woman who steals your husband and your child?" Ning Shu's voice was calm and very calm.
But thunders exploded in An Lingyun's heart, making her body tremble and cry, "Mother, I..."
Ning Shu sighed and said, "Lingyun, this matter is far from that simple. Think about it carefully. Mother hopes that the general's mansion is safe, and that you and your brother are safe."
This was the original owner's wish, to minimize the damage in this disaster.
As for Wei Lingxian's desire to return to the days without Princess Mingzhu, that was impossible. What happened happened.
These two children were what Wei Lingxian cared about, and Ning Shu had tried her best to let the two children know what was going on.
Damn, it was really hard for her to educate children when she had never given birth to a child. "Mother, Princess Mingzhu said she never thought of snatching Dad from you. She said she could stay with Dad regardless of her status. She said..." An Lingyun couldn't continue.
Ning Shu was not angry. She said to An Lingyun: "What else do you think Princess Mingzhu is?"
"Princess Mingzhu is an approachable person. She is elegant and refined, and she is also talented and can write poems." An Lingyun said.
Ning Shu said: "No matter how approachable Princess Mingzhu is, she is still a princess of the royal family. Her noble status is not equal to us. She can be indifferent, but if she is, it is treason."
Ning Shu and An Lingyun talked for a while that night. Ning Shu knelt at the door all night. When he got up, his legs were numb. He opened the door of the ancestral hall and saw An Lingyun lying on the ground. He touched her head and found that she had a fever.
Ning Shu slowly asked Zhu'er to take the feverish An Lingyun to the room. To be honest, Ning Shu would rather An Lingyun be sick like this than to see her jumping up and down all day.
After giving An Lingyun cold medicine, the old lady came over and saw that her granddaughter was sick again. She sighed and blamed Ning Shu for locking An Lingyun in the ancestral hall all night and making her sick.
Ning Shu didn't say anything. The old lady kept muttering about doing evil and such.
An Lingyun was still sick, and An You woke up and clamored to go out. Ning Shu asked people to seal up all the windows to prevent An You from running away.
The old lady closed her eyes with tears in the corners of her eyes, but didn't say anything about Ning Shu's actions.
Ning Shu walked into the room and looked at An You, saying, "An You, you'd better stay in this room until you calm down."
An You looked at Ning Shu indifferently, "Do you think you can trap me like this?"
Ning Shu said indifferently, "I know I can't trap you. I just want you to think clearly. You are responsible for the lives of everyone in the general's mansion. Are you sure you want so many lives to fulfill your love with Princess Mingzhu?"
"If the emperor and the empress dowager blame me, my mother can't bear it at her age. There is also the future of her son An Yu and the future happiness of Ling Yun. Have you considered her life in the second half of her life in your reckless behavior? If you don't care about it like this, who will Ling Yun marry if her reputation is ruined?"
Obviously, he has so many responsibilities, why can An You still be so willful and insist on throwing himself into the fire.
In the final analysis, it's selfish.
Sometimes people don't just live for themselves in their lives.
An You covered his head in pain, growled, and his expression struggled and twisted. Ning Shu ignored him and locked the door directly.
An Lingyun had a very high fever and started talking nonsense while lying on the bed. Ning Shu wiped her body and gave her cold medicine, which was faster than taking Chinese medicine.
Ning Shu was still calm, which made the old lady's anxious heart calm down a little. She felt that this daughter-in-law was strong. In the face of such things, she still had to take care of the general's mansion.
Holding Ning Shu's hand, she sighed and said, "Lingxian, don't worry, I will always stand by you. If it weren't for you, my old bones would not be able to bear it."
Because these people had nothing to do with her, she was not anxious at all, not distressed at all, and naturally calmed down.
Now An You is no longer hysterical. He eats when Ning Shu brings food into the room, and rarely loses his temper. It seems that all emotions have been restrained. He
often dazed and clenched his fists. It is obvious that he is struggling violently in his heart. On one side is his family, and on the other side is the only woman he loves in his life. It's like a knife cuts his heart in half.