I always convince myself that I am not the only one, who has passed through these hard life. There are many like me but I can assume that mine has some specialities that aren't existed in others' ones. Let's recapitulate some turning part in my life. First, my mom's pregnancy. It was a moment of refusal of all my siblings. They didn't accept their mom's pregnancy in the same time of that the daughter's and the daughter's of law ones. At that time it was a shame among Moroccan's families. Second, the death of my dad that was a few months immediately after my birth. This part had caused a lot of impact on my personality later. My mom's decision to change our house and move to a further place. Also, the miserable situation of the whole family that I used to notice it all the time. Fourth, my surprising immigration to Europe in a young age and all the suffering I live there far from my family. Fifth, the sickness of my mother that pushed me to come back to my origin. Sixth, the absence of all my siblings and the escape from taking their responsibilities towards their mom. Seventh, their manipulation of my absence from the house that lasted for many years. Eighth, my decision of getting married with a wife that all of them refused her. Ninth, having got an angel baby who unconsciously started his life without being in contact with his aunts and uncles from his dad.
