Damian's POV:
I had a great time with Amanda's Mom but Amanda again was nowhere to be found, I was about to look for a chance to ask her (Amanda's Mom) of Amanda but the when the chance came I received a very stormy disappointment because just as I moved my chair closer to her, she looked at me dissapprovingly and shook her head twice, I was about to make a call, please Mr Damian know your boundaries, it hurt soooo bad but I shoved it off as discipline,yes she was trying to teach her future son-in-law morals, I tried to convince myself but the distance in her voice,it was like she was telling me to my face, know your place , I can never let you be with Amanda, you're trash .. the sudden title 'Mr' made me unsure of myself, I thought I had made an impression, I tried to get my mind of such thoughts but what I heard next weakened me,Madam Camille(Amanda's Mom)'s voice turned very soft as she picked up her phone "Hello, Solomon,Amanda misses you so much and she always calls for you even in her dreams,so when are you coming to visit ?, okay please make out time for us,yeah good night…", It took a long time for me to come out of shock, I wanted to question her and tell her that I didn't like Solomon coming anywhere close to my Amanda but I knew I didn't have any right and I could sever our relationship which was pitifully hanging like a strand of hair, it could break anytime soon, I had to create a strong bond with her,then erase any memory of Solomon from her old skull and then she'll consider playing the role of a matchmaker between me and Amanda.These thoughts eased my waning heart as I sank back into the chair and pretended to be nonchalant, just when I thought Mrs Camille was about to bring her attention back to me, she dashed my hopes again "That was my son-in-law she chuckled, although he's not at the moment I'll make sure to get him and my daughter married, just you wait", she said with twinkling eyes. Damnnnnn, This woman is just annoying, I would have strangled her to death,if not for Amanda.My mood soured once more and I could only drink to reduce the pain, I drank myself so bad, I almost couldn't walk home, I felt so dejected and embarrassed as I walked on the busy street home, I felt a little better as I thought of how I'll transfer the aggression to that idiot, maybe I'll feel better then…
I got home few minutes later and met an unsightly April struggling with a bag, I was simply flabbergasted,where do you think you are going??,
I asked, she looked at me in a way she never did, she looked at me like she was blaming for taking something important from her, no this is wrong, she usually looked at me with hopeful eyes hoping that I'll treat her well one day but today this look, it said; I want to leave but you're forcing me to stay, now it felt like the reverse was the case, I'm the one supposed to look at her like that, it was my role!!, I was so angry as I clenched my teeth hmmm,it seems the puppy wants to bite it's owner, I would have to put a tight grip on her, she's been getting out of hand lately, I tried to scare her as usual but I just realized she didn't budge, this was all wrong, she was supposed to answer immediately I asked a question "I asked you a question!!!", I yelled frustratedly. my mood soured the more, my attempt to transfer all the aggression towards April seemed futile as she just looked at me like she was soulless,her eyes looked empty,sad and helpless, I couldn't see any obsession, just fear,grave fear, something in me whispered "isn't this what you've always wanted, for her to whimper at your presence, she's easy so you'll just play with her and leave, you don't love her so there's no need for you to expect love, you just want her to fear and serve not love you, right?", My mind was racing with thoughts and my head felt suddenly too heavy for my neck, April's movement caught my attention, she tried to hide the bag behind her but that just annoyed me the more, she was supposed to be subservient and not think of tricks to fool me, she's the fool here!!,she should not try to fool me because she's my slave, she is meant to leak my shoes , my vision blurred for a moment as I trapped her to the wall, "April, April aren't you just cute?, so you tried to run, you can't!! you're my rag doll, you're mine, you're stuck with me and you're not leaving until I say so, you should worship me!!" she looked very terrified and started shaking,her eyes were full of fear, I don't know why my heart ached and I wanted to comfort her, I brought my hand forward to touch her now very flushed face, what I'm I doing, I immediately withdrew my hand and began to panic, Damian, you're going crazy,why would I feel pity for her, April scampers to steps backwards, she was obviously scared, it was as if she was looking at a monstrosity,yes I'm a monster and this is what we do, I thought as I hysterically grabbed her neck, bloodthirst and rage filled me, I felt a sense of satisfaction at her eyes that were slowly rolling backwards,die !! Something chanted in me,I'll make her life a living horror!!
So what do you guys think??, I'm sorry for not keeping my promise, I'll try to upload more often , it's just that I'm very busy and I'm not even inspired to, y'all are my muse but I'm not getting any support and I always break down halfway. Anneyoung guys ❤️...