Lorraine's POV
Someone once said...lightning never strikes the same place twice but for me it seems to go beyond the odds
I left this place barely a week ago claiming to divorce their son and live a happy life away from them....but I guess shame is written all over my destiny
I was on my knees , on the ground cleaning after Pettey...their grey hound dog that seems to poo everywhere
I've been doing their household chores for as long as I can remember....one moment I was a cleaner at one of my father's estates...the next I was at court signing off my life to Ryle Negan and my father threw me out to live with my inlaws , I guess I grew habitually to waking up at 5 clean the house , make breakfast , feed granma Nara her meds and go to work...atleast they promoted me to the CEO's personal secretary and the pay was good
"I see you're back",
A voice from behind broke sending me into a flight moment...I jolted up from shock and crouched down protectively...
"Someone might think we actually hit you", Tyler said exiting letting his body fall heavily with a thud on the swing on the porch
I let my body relax and let down my defences...
"I thought you said you'd divorce my brother ", he said a bit earlier than I hoped but expectedly
"It's....its complicated", I said after a soft sigh
I raised my head to look at him but looked away instantly . He leaned forward with his elbows on his knees and eyes hollowing into my side profile , his eyes are as scary as his elder brother's I'll give him that
"Do you still love him", he said out of the blue
Before I could respond he went on
"Eventhough he brought home a woman...", his brows furrowed as he waited for my reply
I just bit my lower lip...hoping he'd take a hint at my discomfort and stop
However to my dismay he went on
"Lorraine you're injured as fuck and can't even bend down without flinching of pain yet he discharged you from the hospital and threw you in this shithole and left", he said almost screaming
"Do you know where he is...no , right . Do you guys as a married couple share a room...no right...I can't believe you'd go as far as to clean their bedsheets covered in cum", he said with his voice breaking
I didn't even notice tears were streaming down my cheeks...he sighed deeply and closed shut his eyes....as if holding back fists
'I don't even know why I'm saying this but the Lorraine Lauren I know and loved is strong and has the guts to stand firm on what she believes but all I see now is a weak pathetic dumb bitch constantly looking for approval from people who wouldn't even bat an eye for her , people who never gave a flying fuck about her....pathetic ", he said standing on his feet
I was sobbing hard....all he said was true...sad but true...
However I don't have a say on what life chooses for me....I may have been that girl boss when I was 13 but things change...and there's nothing I can do about it
"I don't know why I'm saying this but the Lorraine Lauren I know and loved is strong and has the guts to stand up on what she believes....but I don't see that girl anymore , all I see now is a pathetic dumb bitch always looking for upprapproval