[Awakening Calendar Day 44]
[Pain Level: 1.39 Billion, Desire 58.76%]
[Today.....]
[He didn't come]
[Was he scared?]
[Indeed, I have been somewhat off these past few days, repeatedly using the nourishment of his soul as an excuse to invade his lips and tongue, never showing mercy even when hearing his pleas, he..... must have been frightened.....]
[Hmm, no, that's not right, he is my believer, he would never fear or despise me!]
[Perhaps he was busy today, he should come tomorrow.]
[Awakening Calendar Day 45]
[Tomorrow, he will definitely come!]
[Awakening Calendar Day 46]
[Wait, just one more day!]
The diary pages rustled, from page 47 to 54 filled with exclamation marks, until a new entry on Day 50.
[If he doesn't come, fine! I'll just go back to sleep!]
[Awakening Calendar Day 54]
[Pain Level: 1.39 Billion, Desire 58.76%]
[10 days now..... I don't know why, but there has been a slight surge in pain, somewhat beyond what I can bear, it hurts....]
