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Chapter 35 - Chapter 35: I'm running away beyond this fucked up world

There comes a point in life when you have to make a decision: will you fight, give up, or run away? Tim has either fought or run his whole life, but he never gave up. He never thought about giving up, even though he was very tired of it all... It has been like this until now.

They were home all day Sunday. They even turned off their phones so no one would disturb them. Tim didn't want to go to university on Monday, but he couldn't let Willy go alone, so he went with him.

Seb, Al, and Logan were waiting for them at the university. 

Seb: "Tim, I heard you caused a storm at Willie's parents' house on Saturday."

Tim was tired of talking about all this. He didn't want to hear any more of it.

Logan: "Miles has been trying to reach you. There's chaos at home and the company. He doesn't know what to do."

Tim: "Dear, I have to go see the professor. Text me when the lecture is over and we can go together."

He left immediately. His whole life was full of chaos and all he wanted was to live in peace, but he still hadn't achieved that.

Willy: "It's really a lot of chaos and I'm in the middle of it. On one side is the person I love so much and on the other side is my family. It's not easy to make any decisions. I know Miles is in a bad place right now, but I don't know what to do."

Al: "You are thinking about this a lot and that is why you cannot make decisions. Don't think about anything for a while and I am sure you will find a solution. My friend, you are in a really difficult situation, but I am sure you can handle it."

Seb: "Al is right, don't think about it. Let's go to the lecture or we'll be late."

Willy, Seb, and Al went to attend a lecture together. Logan had a lecture coming up, so he went to rest. He came earlier to see Willy. He also worries about him a lot. The gap between the brothers is growing wider and wider.

At that time, Tim was in a lecture, but he wasn't listening to what the lecturer was saying. His mind was elsewhere now. 

"Maybe it's time for me to give up and forget about this revenge. It's all getting tiring. I don't want to put Willy in danger. And then there's my family and Willy's family trying to separate us. I've been fighting my whole life, but I'm really tired of it all. I'm sick of it all. I want to run away beyond this fucked up world."

After the lecture, Tim went to see the professor. He didn't get to talk to him for a long time, and since the meeting ended early, he decided to go to the shooting club, he hadn't been there in a long time. The club members were practicing shooting when Tim entered the room. He hadn't come here to practice, he just didn't know where to go, and this was the first place he remembered. He sat in the spectator area and watched the others practice.

"Why am I doing all this? This isn't even my dream, but I'm doing everything I can to fulfill it. When will the day come when I will do something that is my passion and not someone else's? I don't even know what a dream is. After fulfilling all my brother's and cousin's dreams, I didn't even think about what I should do. I always thought I would go somewhere far away from here and live in peace for the rest of my life. What is my dream now?"

Ethan: "Tim, I didn't know you'd be here."

Tim: "I am waiting for my husband. You're probably waiting for Seb."

Ethan: "Oh, you're calling him husband already? It's truly a day full of surprises. Everyone thinks you won't be able to get married because Will's family will never agree to it."

It was funny for Tim to hear this, because they had been married for over a month now, and even if they hadn't, no one would have stopped their wedding.

Tim: "I can't stop anyone from thinking what they want. What matters to me is what Willy wants. It's up to him to decide everything and I won't let anyone influence his decision. If he wants to break up with me, it should be his decision, not anyone else's."

Ethan and Tim talked for a long time. Willy and Seb came to the club to check on the members. That's their job. Willy hadn't been to the club for a week, so he had to check all the results.

Seb: "Tim, are you still here and don't you want to practice?"

Tim: "I don't want to train, but I'll make up for any competition days I miss."

Tim is ready to shoot. He always has the same results. He is very consistent even though he doesn't go to practice. 

Someone: "You call this shooting? Even a child would be better than you."

Tim: "Any kid, but not you. I think you've forgotten that you always lose when we compete. You shouldn't be here."

Someone: "I'm not here of my own free will. My father can't reach you, and he let me out here because he has something important to tell you."

Tim immediately lowered his gun and approached the person. 

Tim: "Aren't you going to hug me? Or are you still mad at me?"

Someone: "I'm still angry. I haven't forgotten what you told me when you were talking to me on the phone. You left me and our children."

Tim: "Didn't you get my gift, Nora?"

When Nora is angry, he always buys her a new toy because he knows that way she will definitely forgive him.

Nora: "I'm still angry, I won't forgive you this time, even though you bought me a cute fluffy toy rabbit. You haven't introduced me to your boyfriend yet."

Tim: "Now it's clear why you're here. Guess which one of them is my boyfriend."

Nora watched them all carefully, trying to find Willy.

Nora: "I think I found Willy. He's the one who checks things in the documents."

Tim: "You are right, but you cheated. You've checked his social media already, haven't you?"

Nora: "You're right. I easily found his account even though you don't follow him. So why don't you follow him? Don't you want to lose fans?"

Ethan: "What fans are you talking about? What social networks does he have that he's hiding from us? Forgive me for interrupting your conversation like this, but I'm surprised. Oh, I'm Ethan, his childhood friend."

Nora: "I'm Nora, I'm also his childhood friend. It seems like he's hiding a lot from you. You probably don't even know that he was a model..."

At that moment, Tim covered Nora's mouth with his hand.

Tim: "Hey, are you here to talk about me? Did you forget that you had something important to tell me?!"

He immediately took her outside without saying anything else.

Seb: "Did you know about this?"

Willy: "No, but I'm not surprised. If he told me he was an alien, I wouldn't be surprised either."

Ethan: "Aren't you interested? I need to find his pictures."

Willy knew they wouldn't find anything because Tim told him he changed identities often and had no idea what his name was when he was a model.

Willy: "You can't find anything because he used a different name when he was abroad. And I have no idea what his name was."

Ethan: "If we search by his picture instead of his name, I think it will show us similar pictures."

They tried everything, but still couldn't find anything.

Seb: "We're stupid. Wouldn't it be easier to find him if we looked at Nora's account?"

Nora's account was easy to find, but finding Tim here wasn't easy at all. They checked the list and it was mostly famous people, as well as her classmates and friends, but they still couldn't find Tim.

Ethan: "It's impossible, none of them were Tim. I'll check them all again."

Willy: "I don't think we'll find him anyway. We checked all the accounts and none of them looked like Tim's. Maybe he's hiding it from Nora too?"

Seb: "Does Nora know about this and how is he hiding it?"

Ethan is very tired of this. They were wasting their time because they wouldn't find anything that way.

Ethan: "I'll ask him about it when he gets back."

This is the best solution, but Tim wouldn't have silenced Nora if he had wanted to say it.

Tim came back without Nora. He didn't look well, something had happened because Tim looked angry.

Tim: "Willy, you have to go home without me. I have to go somewhere and I might not be back for a few days."

Willy: "It's related to your brother's case, isn't it? Do you really have to go? I'm worried about you."

Tim: "You won't be safe next to me, I don't care about anything right now except that you're safe. I have no choice but to run away. Don't worry about me. I'll be back sooner than you think, because I can't stand being away from you."

Willy kissed and hugged him.

Willy: "Be careful and come back soon."

"When I had to fight or flee, I was never afraid or nervous, probably because I had nothing to lose. But now I'm most afraid of losing you."

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