Years ago, I felt good. I had a reason to remember my past. I had a reason to visit what is lost, I had a feeling hidden deep within.
Soon, I lost it. The reasons the fun the joy. The only thing that was left was the feeling deep within.
I left them, or should I say they left me.
I was lonely, no longer happy no longer caring, completely unaware of the surrounding world.
I was sacred, I was sad. Soon the feeling became heavier and heavier to bear.
They grew older, they grew larger, they grew bigger, they grew stronger.
And i got left behind, in the ocean of which called loneliness.
I wanted to be the person I was years ago.
Leaving only a note I left, though the crowd so much they still read.
My note said " I love you" " I love you too" her said.
Shocked I was seeing that come, feelings overflowing sessions come.
I could think it's a dream, and I am afried it was.
I thought the thought would make me cry, but it seemed I had already denied. She won't be back, nor will I. The feelings were long gone.
The moment she left, the moment THEY left.
Then what I felt was only a sparkle of what was left.
They forgot me, but how could I ever forget?
( A MIX OF POETIC WRITING AND NORMAL WRITING. YEAH CONFUSING FOR ME TOO LOL I JUST WROTE IT ON THE FLOW )