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Chapter 21 - PAIN WITH NO CURE

Mark....Mum, me and Vanessa just broke up, we are over.

Hanna....What? Why? How come? What happened?

Mark....I saw her and Trenk kissing, but i never doubted her love for me though it broke me.

Hanna....So your saying that she is a two timer?

Mark....She cant be, i asked her to break up that she even missed the selection of Madrid soccer players, i blame myself for that.

Hanna....That was wrong, you shouldve waited for the match to end, and then you wouldve asked her about that kiss.I dont blame you much, your still young.

Mark....But mum, I tried to talk to her about the match because i felt guilty, but she...she said that i was only with her because of Peyton.I dont even know where she got that idea.

Hanna....Peyton? How did she know about her?

Mark....I dont know, but it hurts because i really...i really loved her and i still do.What am i supposed to do to ease the pain? It didn't hurt this much to Peyton....but to her...it feels like hell in my chest.

Hanna....I understand that feeling, just cry all you want, am here my soccer baby.

She comforted him, but they stayed up all night because he couldnt stop crying and failed to sleep, Hanna didnt also sleep calming him down.

As for Vanessa, Sam fell asleep in the couch with her, but she didnt sleep a wink at all thinking about all that happened, but mostly Mark.

In the morning, she showered and made Sam breakfast, she served him.

Sam....Thanks dear, what about you? Did you eat alone?

Nessa....No, i have no apetite.

Sam....Its about love, right? I should also be like you right now.

Nessa....What do you mean?

Sam....Now am sure that your mum nagged you, thats why your not asking about her, right?

Nessa....Not now dad.

Sam....Anyway, she asked for a divorce and even took her things, but you were at school.

Nessa....What? For real?

Sam....I dont blame her, am an addict, i dont have a job and we even lost our daughter.She had no reason to stay with me anymore.

Nessa....Am sorry dad, but we are on a break so am gonna look for a job and work.

Sam....Am sorry that you had to face this yet none of it is your fault.

Nessa....Dad....do you also see me as Peyton's replacement?

Sam....Ofcourse not! Peyton was my beloved angel, but your also my angel dear because i love you, your a sweet girl.Since she left us, Martha has changed because she was our only child.She hated everyone and wanted to bring her back which is impossible.

Nessa....But still, anyway, i kinda understand her.

Sam....As for me, i decided to resolve to drugs to forget this pain, but i became an addict, i really tried but i failed to quit them now.

Nessa....That's so fucked up.

Sam....I know, but am glad that i have you, i dont wanna be left alone.Anyway, sorry to ask you this, but i have a girl who brings it to me at a bar down the alley, do you mind fetching it for me?

Nessa....Seriously? Am off to bed.

She went to her bedroom, she switched on her phone but Mark was on her wallpaper, she atarted crying again.

Nessa....It hurts even more that i cant stop thinking about him, he really broke my heart, i really wanted him.I knew it from the start that such a hot rich guy would never love somebody like me yet i kept having high hopes and even rose my standard bar.This is what we nobodies get for aiming high, now everything is ruined, i should be on the plane to Madrid now, fuck life!

She didnt stop crying, which was the same for Mark.

Hanna....Honey, the plane to Madrid is leaving in an hour, shouldnt you be ready?

Mark....Whats the point mum? Soccer means Vanessa to me, i feel like i've stolen her dream yet ....i asked and promised her that we should stick together....in the end....i didnt keep my promise.

Hanna....You can leave tomorrow if your still feeling down.

Mark....Mum, my heart cant take it anymore, i feel pressured.I just wanna stay here with her.

Hanna....Then follow your heart.

Mark....Am going to talk to her now.

He rushed outside to his car to go to and talk to Vanessa again.Vanessa left her room, she went to Sam.

Sam....Were you crying again?

Nessa....Well, i didnt know that i loved him this much until my heart broke, it...hurts alot dad, yet...yet i don't know what to do, i just hate it him....yet i love him.What do i do dad?

Sam....Calm down dear, i totally understand you.Why don't you take a walk down the streets.

Nessa....But i look miserable...will that make me feel better?

Sam....Not really, but its better than staying in your room starving.

Nessa....Your right dad, give me the real address, i will go get your drugs.

Sam....For real? Here, call on this number, she is Maggie and she will give it you.

Nessa....Okay, be right back.

She wore a hoodie and went to the bar, that very moment, Mark and knocked the door, Sam was sleeping, he didnt answer.

Mark....Vanessa....helooo, anybody home? Fuck! Am not going until i talk to her, i will wait.

He went back in his car and waited for her.Vanessa arrived at the bar and called Maggie, they met.

Maggie....Oh, i didnt know that the old dude had another daughter, nice to meet you.

Nessa....He adpoted me thats it.

Maggie....Oh, i knew it! His deceased daughter wasnt pretty, so it was obvious.Your pretty, i like you, you look like my favorite singer Riri.

Nessa....Here we go again, its either Rihanna or Peyton.

Maggie...Whats that? Are you insecure?

Nessa....Iam, people keep telling me i look like this and that....

Maggie....Girl! Rihanna is pretty, but your you which makes you pretty.No one should make you insecure, trust me, your perfect.

Nessa....Thanks, i really wanted to hear that.

Maggie....So, why did you cry? Its obvious.

Nessa....Well, i just broke up with my boyfriend, his really hot and his the first guy i've ever fell in love with, i didnt want to....break up.

Maggie...Seriously? Fuck him! You dont deserve someone who makes you cry, you deserve better honey.Whats wrong with those hot guys? Going around breaking hearts of poor girls, just forget about him.

Nessa....I wish it was easy, anyway, i shouldnt be telling this to a stranger , sorry.Where is the stuff?

Maggie....Here, lets be friends, i like you Riri.

Nessa....Its Vanessa, later.

She walked to go back home, Trenk was also walking on the streets and saw her, he called her.

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