About her, she learned almost everything from what others said.
She wasn't much older than herself, but their lives were worlds apart.
She had such a handsome and capable husband, her own home, friends around her, relatives in her family, and no matter whether the children were blood-related or not, she already had three of them.
What she once had, Su Shu now had too.
What she never had, Su Shu now had as well.
And now, she was so young, and she was even going to have a child of her own.
In the Apocalypse, where others couldn't even get enough to eat, she saw Su Shu slowly building her life, bit by bit.
She couldn't say if she felt envious or what.
But she thought, if Su Shu could achieve this through hard work, why couldn't she?
She could do it too.
Only, now, sometimes she couldn't quite understand her own feelings, clearly a bit jealous of her place in Shen Han's brother's heart.
Yet, inexplicably, she wanted to get closer to her.