"There might be more incidents like this in the future, where I can't take leave on time, can't often be by your side, can't spend New Year's with you, let alone other holidays,
Maybe when you're pregnant someday, I won't be able to be with you either, or when you give birth, I might also...
I don't know if I might get hurt or even sacrifice my life in one of the missions,
From the moment I enlisted, my life has been dedicated to the country. The promises I can make to you, the married life we can have together, will be very, very little.
Tingfu, have you thought about all of this?"
As Yan Nanxun spoke, he didn't even notice that his voice was trembling slightly.
He confessed so much to Hou Tingfu in one go, and his heart was pounding fiercely.
He never thought that he'd be unafraid facing enemies in battle or blinking in the face of the most brutal thugs, but now, saying these things to Hou Tingfu, his heart was filled with fear.