"Don't look then,"
Gu Shaocheng's words struck Yan Fengchi. He opened his mouth but ended up defeatedly saying, "I can't do that."
Even though seeing her fills him with anger, he still tries every possible way to see her, fearing that once he's had his revenge, she will leave and disappear from his world forever.
Just thinking of that ending causes his heart to tighten and ache, yet he finds himself unable to forgive her for quite some time.
Faced with an affection that was impure from the start, he doesn't know what attitude to adopt towards it.
Love, if it begins with drunken indulgence, is called destiny;
Love, if it starts with actively throwing oneself into someone's arms, is called a scheme;
Yet if that scheme revolves around him from beginning to end, perhaps his pride might be slightly soothed;
