The dawn was close, birds have started chiruping and the rays of sun had started to fall, when alarm rang "beep".(So this is not a dream. Her alarm clock was ranged from 10 days)The sound came from kitchen "Adya wake up your alarm has ranged 3 times , now wake up its 5.15am, didn't you said you want to study, so you wanted to wake up." Adya covered herself with quilt and said "mom let it be, I will study later".Her mother came in her room and with her utmost lovely voice said" Ms. Lazy mary will you get up" . Adya was all red when she heard that and she said "no mom, not again." The thing is that this tittle Ms. Lazy Mary is given by adya's mom to her in her childhood because she was way too lazy but every one make fun of her in her family over this as it looks overly funny sometimes. "Adi get up quickly and study" Her mother's voice become strict once again. She gets out of bed and went towards her study table in half asleep mind and started studying.
After the 2 hour of adya's morning study session,she was like, everything has gone from above her head. Her dad said "it's okay dear, you just have started studying for the first time only. " Adya was truly embarrassed and amazed when her father taunted her.After making fun of her ownself. She headed to school.
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20 April 2024(His smile)
As soon as I got to the school, racing between time and class, to be on time. As always I was running late. So I was running late from 10 days because I wake up at 5 in the morning and at 7 in the morning I get in bed again and wakeup at 8 in morning. For making my myself significant infront of my beloved. I'm getting too much significant infront of the people I don't want. Sometimes I think why studying is so hard, there was a time when I loved to study but now its very hard, when I need it so much. That's why I tried writing a diary, I'm thinking about telling my diary more about myself. so I'm brought up in a nuclear family, I'm very close to my mum and little far to my dad and yes I have two siblings. I'm eldest.... That's the worst part you know. I never liked to be elder and sensible in my family. I have limited friends. I'm a girl who like fiction over reality even if it hurts me.... You will think, I will regret it ,never, regret my ancesstors. So I don't think I can.... Expand about each person who is close to me because... My friends are okay, I don't know what's good or what's bad so let's see next time. So, today we were in class giving our chemistry test, so we have to keep our bag out of class, you all know the reason of keeping bag outside. In my opinion keeping it inside or outside is same only. Because my mind is empty anyway. So I was sitting near wall side row at right side of my hand in corner at 4th seat as my roll no.is 4.And my beloved was sitting at left side of my hand 3rd row, take my row as 1st so his is 3rd at last he was sitting in 3rd row's last bench, so when we started to put our bag outside, my beloved whose brain is very sharp in everything, did a very dumb thing. He passed by my row. So you will say whats the big problem?! Right! It's a big problem! You can see our rows are far, why he have to cross a row to pass by me. When I was just coming inside after putting my bag. That moment, I can't forget. I don't know why? For the first time I saw him from this close and how small I'm infront of him. He looked so happy , his smile was like a world in itself so grand so beautiful. It looks like I didn't just lost my heart to this person but got lost in his smile too. So mesmerizing haye. So my beloved was actually very happy today. I don't know the reason. But it's good if he is happy. It's not like I'm only happy, when he is happy. It's just I feel good. When the person I like, smiles. So, my exam really went well. Because of his good smile. I lost all fears. I didn't feel any anxiety during exam. And I done my best in my chemistry exam. Then also I don't think I will get too good marks. Because this subject of mine is really weak. But I will get better then before
After school, I slept for 2 hours like a pig. And now I'm thinking. Why my beloved was so happy? What do you think? He was happy before exam. So he must be happy about something else. I can't figure it out.
See you in next chapter of my life...
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As she closes her diary, her eyes caught laptop. Her friend asked her to check the reels she has sent her to watch. Adya has ignored it before but now she can't. The fault is not in reels but her friend because once she starts sending her she can't stop talking about it in class. And her all reels are self obsessed. Adya sighed. After watching and reacting to every reel. Her eyes caught a notification, the notification was of an underatted id. Who wanted to ask about feedback for the reel posted by account. She was very happy. When she saw it. You will think why to get so much happy over a notification. Many of us will ignore this kind of notification, maybe. I'm not sure of everyone. This was the reel she liked it few days before. The same reel, she quickly reviewd it and gave a feedback. Now she closed the laptop as she hear some footsteps approaching her room.