Can I sleep now? he asked.
"Of course not, we have a lot of unfinished business to settle" i said. And what might that be? he asked, confused.
Seriously we have a lot to discuss Leon. I don't want you to risk your career because of me. But you are more important, he said back. I know, but you shouldn't give up because of me.
I realized I was being unreasonable back then, but now, any decision you make I'll gladly oblige. He stared at me like I gone nuts, do you mean every word you said?
Of course I do, but you have to promise me something, what is that? You must always keep your words.
Okay I will, I promise, he said. So when are you travelling?
Actually its next week, he said. How long will it take? He looked away, scratching his head awkwardly. Four months, but it may not take up to that, it depends.
So I won't see you for another four months? He sighed. That's a bit painful but manageable, I said forcing a smile. That means I have to get everything I want in a week.
I climbed on top of him, his hard length slipped inside my already drenched core, I placed my hands on his thighs riding him slowly. I will miss this a lot, I will too. I cried out, and he went still inside of me, releasing his hot seed into me.
We went on two more rounds till we were eventually satisfied. So, who are you with this time? I don't get you, he said confusion laced in his voice.
I meant, who are you working with? Oh, I think her name was Natalie or something. It's a woman again, I mumbled. It doesn't make any difference cause I am with you.
I swear to God, if you spend another month additional to the four months I will never forgive you. Okay ma, I'm not joking Leon.
I know you aren't, I'll keep my promise
Sleeping alone on this big bed is a punishment. I know it is, but we will talk every day, he said. Yeah I know, but nothing feels better than a physical conversation.
And a physical touch I added and he chuckled. A physical touch, he repeated and I nodded. We will finish our discussion tomorrow let's sleep.
A week passed and before I knew it, he was packing his stuffs. I sat at a corner staring at him like I have nothing else to do. You really don't want to see me off? I will be gone for four whole months.
Dramatic farewells isn't my type, I only end up crying at the airport. I helped him bring his suitcases outside. I'll miss you so much darling. You really want me to cry huh? He pulled into a hug patting my head gently. I'll get going before I change my mind, wait.
He stopped in his tracks turning around, I leaned forward, my mouth colliding with his. His soft lips moved over mine firmly, his hand going to the back of my head deepening the kiss.
He pulled away panting, I really am considering not going, you should go, I said.
Okay I am off, bye love, I said waving at him like a kid as he drove off. Now its time to focus on my work
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A month passed and my days were almost the same.
Sleep, wake up, eat and work. I just finished making a video call with Leon when I felt nauseous, running to the toilet I puked every content in my stomach till I eventually felt better.
I've been feeling sick for the past one week, dizziness and nausea was a daily routine. I finally had enough and searched it up on the internet.
I saw it was a symptom of pregnancy. I was beyond scared now that I was the only one at home.
I quickly took a pregnancy test and was mortified to see I was indeed pregnant. I called Leon frantically and he picked up after a few beeps.
Hey what's up? I'm kind of busy right now, let's talk….I'm pregnant! I said, forcing back my tears.
Wait, what?! You are pregnant?! Really?!
He sounded happy but I wasn't.
You don't sound happy, is something wrong? He asked concerned.