An alpha's heat was known as something intense and that few people could handle. And there were two kinds of people who had an opinion about their experiences with some alpha, those they loved and those they hated.
Those who loved it always said that it was the best experience of their lives. Intense sex provided new... Trends, which seemed to be the tasting of the forbidden fruit. This is because the alphas will always look for a way to satisfy their desires, even if their companions have to stand upside down.
Those who hated seemed exhausted and even wounded. The alpha's libido in heat seems inexhaustible, and can last for days. Dominance over your partner stands out at this point, and the partner cannot leave the room until the alpha is satisfied. But satiating a person who looks like a wild animal is a difficult task when the partner's energy runs out.
Despite the difference in opinions, one thing is clear: in all cases partners have sex with an alpha in heat for long hours, getting exhausted at the end of the heat cycle. Some even faint from exhaustion.
Guilherme had heard several people talking about their experiences with alphas. The girls always looked tired and with marks on their bodies, even if they tried to hide with their clothes. In college this became even more recurrent, and he could only be thankful for being a beta.
Even hearing from other people, it always seemed surreal. As if it was a lie or exaggeration.
Now Guilherme understood well how they felt.
Guilherme arrived in the apartment late afternoon, not having much difference of time when he entered Matheus's room and everything started.
Now it was eight o'clock in the morning of the next day, and Matheus was still within himself.
The alpha was so strong and eager, holding the body of the beta and biting it more and more that seemed to have no end. All of Guilherme's body was exhausted, sore. Some parts of his body were even numb! Still, he did not dislike.
After all, Guilherme realized that Matheus was still holding on. There were times when he seemed to lose control, like squeezing the beta very hard and biting it. However, the alpha noticed and apologized soon after. There were other moments when he managed to stop himself before hurting Guilherme.
But the nature of an alpha is difficult to control, so Guilherme did not blame him.
When the alpha came, whether for the hundredth or thousandth time, and stood still, the beta just turned its head. Matheus was all sweaty, panting and hot body. Of course he also had marks on his body, after all the beta also enjoyed their time together. Only it was clear that Matheus reached his limit.
In that small gap of time, where Guilherme's body relaxed a little, he quickly lost consciousness.
It was hours later that Guilherme woke up again. And even after he woke up, he remained with his eyes closed. His body was too heavy, although the beta was comfortable and warm. Guilherme didn't want to leave that position so soon.
In the air there was a delicious smell, that little smell of fried garlic with onions. It looks like someone was cooking. However, Guilherme had no energy to get up. All he could do was imagine that someone was preparing a delicious meal.
After a while a hot hand touched his forehead. A finger gently removed some blonde strands from the beta's forehead, and little by little — with much effort — Guilherme opened his eyes.
— Time to eat, little fox.
Guilherme was so exhausted that his judgment was off. It looked like a doll that received Matheus' help to sit in bed and eat.
Matheus sat on the edge of the bed and began to feed Guilherme, who ate automatically, fighting bravely to keep his eyes open. Even with his messy hair and sleepy face, he was still adorable as a fox cub.
With cheeks full of food, suddenly, Guilherme woke up. And this time for real. His round, clear eyes blinked a few times to the alpha in front of him, who held up laughter for that sudden scene.
— Hm?
— Good morning, little fox.
Unable to respond properly, the beta just waved and continued chewing. Looking at himself, Guilherme realized that he was wearing a strange outfit that was bigger than him. He had no shorts and this wasn't his shirt, but a sweatshirt with Matheus' smell.
Raising his eyes to the alpha, who gave him more food, he received the answer as if his mind had been read.
— I cleaned you and changed you, relax — Matheus slipped his thumb in the corner of beta's mouth, taking a grain of rice and eating it — I also put ointment on the bites.
The beta's cheeks were pink despite the incredulous look.
Matheus had cleaned him? And still took care of it while the beta was... snoring?
Swallowing the food, Guilherme leaned slightly despite feeling a sting on his back.
— Are you better?
— Are you really worried about me? Shouldn't you be worried about yourself?
— Well...
Matheus sighed, though his expression remained soft.
— I'm fine, there's nothing to worry about. So focus on resting.
Guilherme had no idea how to act. It was the first time he went through something like this, and it even seemed like some kind of dream. A dream that he certainly would not want to wake up. Still, how should he act with Matheus?
They had sex, and Matheus was even taking care of them, but... did that mean their relationship changed? And moved, what were they to each other now?
Spying on the alpha, Guilherme did not notice anything different in him. Matheus seemed the same person always even giving food to him. And when the alpha went back to the kitchen to do the dishes, the beta was still confused.
After all, Guilherme had fallen in love with Matheus.
The fact that Matheus had spent his heat with beta meant he knew about his feelings. The problem was whether he corresponded or not.
For god sake! Matheus cleaned him and changed his clothes. Even gave food in his mouth!! What should that mean?
— Will we have a house and two dogs? — Whispered Guilherme.
A few minutes later the alpha returned to the room. The beta looked away, hiding part of his face in the sleeve of the sweatshirt, which was oversize. Matheus sat down on his side of the bed and touched his bangs.
— If you want to sleep a little bit more, feel free.
— Hm... I should go home, my parents must be worried.
— Jake spent the night at your house, surely he must have warned your parents.
Which was even more worrying. The beta's cell phone must be full of messages from his mother. He will hear a lot of grumbling when he gets home, won't him? Just the idea of seeing his mother angry with him made him shudder.
Not that she was scary, but Guilherme didn't like to test the limit. Besides it was natural for her to worry about her son.
However, there was something that bothered the beta more.
— Hm, cap- I mean, Matheus, about what happened... I'm sorry for going into your room.
Matheus was silent looking at the beta as if it evaluated his soul. Even that relaxed pose of his was attractive, driving Guilherme's heart to madness.
— I know you like me, Guilherme.
Choking on his own saliva, the beta started coughing in pure shame.
Of course he knew, Guilherme expected it. But it was a blow to his pride since he preferred to be discreet.
— No, I don't... I mean, maybe I like it, but don't feel overwhelmed or anything! I mean, I'm not asking you to reciprocate or anything like...
— You aren't?
Matheus's smirk made Guilherme's operating system fail.
Beautiful.
How did that bastard dare to smile like that? For the first time the beta saw his captain casually, with loose clothes and messy hair, and the son of a bitch was still beautiful!
— Ahm... I... it's just, no... I can't force you to do anything. I mean, you were in heat and-and I ended up going...
— But what if I'm asking for it?
Hm? Ask... Ask to reciprocate the feelings? Was he saying that?
Guilherme blinked and blinked, so smoke could come out of his ears.
System crash.
Blue screen of death.
Guilherme was so glued that Matheus laughed funny. He was so transparent with his own feelings that he did not even realize. Even if the beta tried to hide, it would fail miserably for its (in)authenticity.
The alpha extended his hand touching beta's face, with such softness that it seemed to touch a porcelain doll. Or a person precious to him.
— My family is large and there are many people who aim at me. Anyone I date goes through problematic situations because of me.
— Are you afraid something will happen to me?
Matheus gathered his hand and rested his head on his knees.
— That's right. Although now I can take care of things with Rapoxia.
Ignoring the pain in his lower back and his stiff muscles, Guilherme imitated the position of Matheus, and looked at him sweetly.
— I'm the younger brother of a boxer's supposed lover. If there is one thing I know how to do, it's survive in chaos.
Surely Matheus would be talking about more dangerous things than journalists trying to break into your home and people trying to invade your privacy to find out their secrets and expose them in the media. However, the Guilherme's words seemed so certain at that time that the two realized that something between them was strengthening.
Confidence.
— I'm sorry, Guilherme — Whispered the alpha touching the bite behind the beta's ear — Your first time could have been much better.
As if an angel had come down from the heavens, it was the vision that the alpha had when Guilherme smiled with so much affection that sounded a lie.
—It's alright. It was special anyway.
Raising his head, the alpha supported his face in his hand and smiled again with a certain malice, although there was still sweetness between the lines.
— The runaway fox has now become the fox that belongs to the captain. What a daring.
Guilherme just laughed rubbing his cheek in Matheus's hand. The bite behind his ear tied those two deeply in a bond they would never imagine.