How unfair fate was to him!
Why couldn't such a good person receive good rewards?
Chi Yiheng held an umbrella and stood beside Gu Nian to protect her from the rain.
The rain gradually became heavier, and some of it had already hit Gu Nian's hair and body.
"Gu Nian." Chi Yiheng advised in a hoarse voice, "You are still injured, so don't be so careless about your body. If...if Chu Zhaoyang were still here, he wouldn't let you do this."
Gu Nian didn't speak, as if she couldn't hear all the sounds from the outside world.
She stayed with him quietly, with Chu Zhaoyang's photo on her forehead.
She neither cried nor shouted. She looked like a lifeless, soulless puppet.
"Nian Nian." Mu Lanshu came over and hugged Gu Nian.
The chill on Gu Nian's body frightened her.
It's so cold, which was not a person's normal body temperature.
"Nian Nian, don't scare me, think about me, you still have me, Nian Nian!" Mu Lanshu cried.
Yes, she still has a mother.
She couldn't just follow Chu Zhaoyang without caring about anything.
But what about Chu Zhaoyang?
He was alone, with no one to accompany him anymore.
When he was alive, he was closed in his own world and seemed to have many people around him.
But in fact, his heart was lonely.
Now that he was dead, he was completely alone.
That man was afraid of the dark, but now he was lying on the ground by himself, with no one accompanying him.
He wanted to endure the darkness alone, in the darkness he hates most.
"Mom…" Gu Nian finally spoke up.
The low voice sounded so thin and fragile in the heavy rain.
"I'm here, I'm here!" Mu Lanshu said quickly.
"I miss him so much, what should I do..." Gu Nian said fragilely, holding on to Mu Lanshu's clothes tightly, like a homeless and fragile child.
"I really miss him so much! I would rather he hate me, loathe me, and never see me again, as long as he lives. As long as he lets me know that he is good. As long as he lives, that's fine. I miss him, I miss him so much he..."
In the past, she was too greedy and wanted to be with Chu Zhaoyang.
It must be because she was too greedy and God wanted to punish her.
However, it would be fine if the punishment was on her. Chu Zhaoyang was innocent, so why should Chu Zhaoyang be punished?
"I know, I know..." Mu Lanshu cried, stroking the back of Gu Nian's head.
"Nian Nian, remember, Zhaoyang doesn't blame you, he has never blamed you before." Mu Lanshu cried and said, "He knew about your dad a long time ago, but he still wanted to be with you. He chose to hide the truth was only for your own good."
"He is so kind, and treats you so well, and cares about you wholeheartedly. Even at a critical moment, he chooses to sacrifice himself to save you, as long as you are safe." Mu Lanshu said in a trembling voice. The more she spoke, the more painful she became.
How could such a good child...
Good people were not rewarded well!
"He only wants you to be well. Nian Nian, don't let him down. Don't let him down." Mu Lanshu said, "For Chu Zhaoyang's feelings, you must take good care of yourself. Don't let yourself get hurt. Otherwise, how can you repay him for what he has done for you?"
"He would rather sacrifice himself to protect you. Nian Nian, don't let his thoughts go in vain." Mu Lanshu advised, "Don't let his sacrifice become in vain."
Gu Nian clenched her fists: "He is selfless. He lost his life for me, and he was happy, but did he ever think about me? What should I do! Why didn't he ask me if I was willing to make such a sacrifice from him?!"
Gu Nian really wanted to pull Chu Zhaoyang out from the ground and beat him up.
For her own sake, she could notjeopardize herself.
But she had to always bear the pain.
"Nian Nian, get up." Mu Lanshu advised, "The ground is wet and cold, and your body can't bear it now."
Gu Nian was already so cold that she lost consciousness.
As Mu Lanshu stood up with strength, her legs and feet were completely numb, and she didn't even notice that she was stepping on the ground.
There was no feeling below the knees. Gu Nian tried to lift her legs but couldn't.
Mu Lanshu didn't know yet, but she just didn't want to stay here and feel sad.
The more she looked at him, the sadder Gu Nian became.
This was not good for Gu Nian's body.
"Let's go back first." Mu Lanshu advised, "If you want to see him, come back after you go back to recuperate."
Gu Nian turned around with a pale face and looked at the photo of Chu Zhaoyang on the tombstone.
Then she remembered that she didn't seem to have any photos of Chu Zhaoyang.
The two of them have never taken photos of each other or taken selfies together.
Chu Zhaoyang's temperament was such that he would not like to take selfies or anything like that of a young man.
And Gu Nian was not a person who liked to take pictures of everything.
Maybe they both thought of going together and felt that being together was enough.
The moment was so happy and sweet that no one thought that they would be separated one day.
You look at real people every day, how could you think about photos or anything like that.
As a result, now, there was not even a decent photo.
She missed him so much that she didn't have any photos to look at.
There was not even a sweet photo that could be recalled.
She seemed to remember the photo on the tombstone in her heart and looked at it deeply.
As she watched, suddenly, her vision went dark. Gu Nian instantly lost consciousness and fell down limply.
"Nian Nian!" Mu Lanshu exclaimed, catching her in time.
***
When Gu Nian woke up again, she was already back in the ward.
As soon as she opened my eyes, she heard Mu Lanshu's voice: "Nian Nian!"
Gu Nian looked over and saw Mu Lanshu beside the bed. She quickly reached out and took her hand.