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Chapter 15 - A Fractured Mind

[Author Note: I'm going on vacation this week, so I won't be working but I have multiple other chapters in my drafts I have to revise and improve.

I'll be giving you guys two more chapters in the meanwhile, still getting towards that nice 10 for you all.

Hope you enjoy!]

[Location: Zoldyck Manor, 1994]

One day after the battle,

Ash stumbled through the halls of the Zoldyck Manor, his disheveled appearance a stark contrast to the surroundings.

Bruised, he returned from his confrontation with the formidable Vukrin King. A tremor coursed through his exhausted frame, his mind teetering on the edge of a fractured psyche.

Entering his private chamber, Ash slumped onto the floor, his gaze distant and unfocused. Incoherent mutterings spilled from his lips, the fragmented thoughts of a mind at war with itself.

A disconcerting symphony of murmurs and whispers echoed through the room, revealing the unsettling duality of his persona.

"What should an assassin do... kill... eradicate... no hesitation..." he murmured, his voice fractured and conflicting.

The mumbles were accompanied by an internal argument, an irrational split personality that battled for control within him.

One voice sought power, dominance, and the thrill of the kill, while the other whispered doubts and questioned the depths of his ruthlessness.

Ash's fingers twitched involuntarily, a physical manifestation of his internal conflict. His mind became a battlefield, his fractured self-grappling with conflicting desires and motivations.

The murmurs painted a tumultuous portrait of a sociopathic killer, a fractured mind struggling to reconcile its own darkness.

As the voices within him clashed, a servant's gentle knock pierced the chamber's silence. "Master Ash, would you like dinner brought to you?" the servant asked, unaware of the turmoil unfolding behind the closed doors.

In an instant, Ash's persona shifted, the fragmented pieces of his mind aligning with chilling precision.

The transformation was seamless as Ash's cold, emotionless demeanor returned. The internal struggle silenced as if it had never existed. With a composed voice, he replied, "Bring me dinner. I will require sustenance to regain my strength."

The servant left, unaware of the inner chaos that had just transpired. Ash's fractured mind, concealed once again beneath a veneer of stoicism, settled into its cold and calculated state.

His murmurs and conflicting thoughts subsided, replaced by a seamless facade of the unfeeling assassin.

The Zoldyck Manor, a place that reveled in shadows and secrecy, observed the flickering fragments of Ash's fractured psyche.

It held the echoes of his internal conflict, preserving them as whispered secrets within its walls. But to the world outside, he remained the ruthless, unyielding assassin—a figure devoid of emotions and driven solely by the pursuit of power.

As Ash prepared himself for dinner, the fractured whispers within him subsided, temporarily buried beneath his chilling facade.

The battle within his mind may have momentarily quieted, but the ever-present rift between his conflicting selves continued to shape his existence, hinting at the fragility that lay beneath his cold exterior.

The servant had arrived once again and delivered to Ash, a poisoned meal per usual for the Zoldyck family.

As Ash consumed the poisoned dinner in his room, another internal conflict unfolded within him.

Even with his Low-Level Poison Resistance gene, the effects of the poison triggered a heightened state of mental disarray, exacerbating the divide between his split personality.

His split personality, the voice seeking power and dominance, persisted in urging Ash to create a new Hatsu. It spoke with a relentless determination, driving Ash towards fulfilling his true potential.

Meanwhile, Ash, devoid of emotions, remained resolute in his belief that he was not yet ready for such a leap.

However, an unexpected shift occurred within Ash's fractured psyche. The voices engaged in a civil conversation, devoid of the usual chaotic clashes. The split personality now adopted a more rational tone, appealing to Ash's desire for knowledge and exploration.

"You have always yearned for understanding, Ash," the voice calmly stated. "Your thirst for knowledge extends beyond the realm of mere killing. Embrace your research capabilities, for they are an integral part of who you are."

Ash, unswayed by emotional persuasion, replied in his usual cold and composed manner. "My focus has always been on the path of the assassin. Research was never a priority."

The voice persisted, emphasizing the benefits of expanding his intellectual pursuits. "By delving into the depths of creatures and life forms, you will enhance your knowledge and become an even deadlier assassin. Embrace this side of you and unlock your full potential."

Ash's stoic demeanor remained unchanged as he contemplated the proposition. The notion of incorporating research into his lethal repertoire intrigued him, but he maintained his unwavering composure.

"Why should I do this?" Ash questioned, his voice devoid of change. "What purpose does this research serve? And what form should this new Hatsu take?

You speak of merging my skills and delving into the art of research, but do you have a clear vision, or are you simply urging me to create a Hatsu without any outline?"

The voice within him responded, its tone unwavering. "Ash, the world is vast and filled with countless creatures and life forms. By expanding your knowledge, you gain an advantage over your adversaries. Your research will unveil weaknesses, strengths, and hidden potentials, enabling you to become an even more formidable assassin."

Ash's piercing gaze fixated on an unseen point in the room, his mind dissecting the words with calculated precision. "And the new Hatsu? How does it fit into this equation? I will not create a Hatsu simply for the sake of it. It must align with my purpose and enhance my abilities."

The voice paused momentarily, as if collecting its thoughts. "Your new Hatsu should be a manifestation of your deep understanding of creatures and life forms. It should grant you an edge in combat, exploit vulnerabilities, or provide you with unique tools to achieve your goals. Consider it an extension of your research, a deadly arsenal crafted from knowledge."

Ash's eyes narrowed, his mind locked in a silent debate. Despite his lack of emotions, a faint flicker of curiosity burned within him. The prospect of channeling his research into a tangible and lethal form intrigued his analytical nature.

"Very well," Ash finally responded, his voice monotonous yet tinged with a hint of intrigue.

"I will embark on this path of research, delving into the intricacies of creatures and life forms.I will use this knowledge to shape a new Hatsu, a tool that aligns with my purpose. But remember, the pursuit of power and dominance remains my primary drive."

The voice within him acknowledged his resolve. "Understood, Ash. Together, we shall unravel the mysteries of the world and create a Hatsu that reflects your relentless pursuit of strength. We shall remain true to your unwavering nature."

With that, Ash's internal conflict settled, his fractured mind now aligned with a purpose. The fusion of his lethal skills and relentless thirst for knowledge would forge a path unique to him. Steeped in cold determination, he would delve into the depths of research, crafting a Hatsu that mirrored his calculated and deadly persona.

As Ash continued his meal in silence, his mind buzzed with newfound purpose. The path of the assassin and the path of the researcher would converge, weaving a tapestry of power, dominance, and unparalleled understanding.

And in this amalgamation, Ash would find his true self, devoid of emotions but driven by an insatiable thirst for knowledge and the pursuit of his goals.

Ash, fueled by his newfound purpose, delves into rigorous research within the confines of the Zoldyck Manor. He studied the Hunter Tavern website, scouring the available information on various creatures and life forms. As he delves deeper into his research, his split personality occasionally resurfaces, engaging in civil discussions within his mind.

The internal conflict between his ruthless assassin persona and his burgeoning researcher self intensifies.

They debate the methods and implications of his research, exploring the boundaries of what an assassin should know and utilize.

The voice within him encourages him to push further, to unlock his true potential and harness his understanding of creatures to create a unique and deadly Hatsu.

Amidst the internal struggle, Ash's analytical mind pieces together fragments of knowledge, unraveling the secrets of formidable creatures and uncovering their weaknesses.

He begins formulating ideas for his new Hatsu, a lethal tool born from his research and understanding.

Meanwhile, in the Zoldyck Manor. His family members sense a change in his aura, an aura that combines the cold determination of an assassin with the insatiable hunger for knowledge of a researcher.

As the days pass, Ash's research progresses, and he refines his concept for the new Hatsu.

The chapter culminates with Ash's silent resolve, his fractured mind converging on a singular path focused on honing his abilities and pushing the boundaries of his potential.

In the solitude of his room, an atmosphere of intense concentration enveloped him. Sitting amidst a labyrinth of books and research materials, Ash meticulously ordered multiple volumes on the study of biology, advanced mathematics, and various scientific disciplines.

Mountains of papers covered every available surface, adorned with complex equations, intricate diagrams, and cryptic annotations. The walls themselves became canvases for his expanding thoughts, covered in hastily scribbled formulas and interconnected concepts.

Hours turned into days as Ash delved deeper into his research, exploring the intricacies of genetic manipulation, neural networks, and the fundamental principles of life itself.

His razor-sharp fingers, a testament to his evolving genetic abilities, etched ideas onto the walls with a precise determination.

And then, in a moment of revelation, it happened. With an instant, Ash's fragmented mind coalesced around a newfound understanding. His eyes widened with a mix of understanding and intensity as he grasped the essence of his new ability.

The room, once cluttered with chaos, now exuded an air of purpose. The scattered hypotheses and theories began to align, forming a cohesive framework. Ash's new ability, born from his relentless research and unyielding will, took shape before him.

It was an ability that transcended mere absorption and integration. It was an ability to manipulate the very essence of life itself, to shape and mold it according to his will. The study of biology, combined with his advanced mathematical and scientific knowledge, had led him to the realization of his potential.

With his newfound ability, Ash knew he would be the most feared man in existence. The world would tremble before him as he harnessed the secrets of existence, forging a path of unrivaled dominance and unyielding ambition.

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