" Zillah doesn't love me". His eyes sunk. Even if it was just a game, it didn't hurt to just say the words I love you to someone who cherishes you dearly.
Why did she never respond back even for the third time. She didn't deny it the third time rather stared at him. Why did he do such and in the open she thought to herself.
Alvah couldn't explain how pissed he was. Cristal and keva looked at Zillah amazed that she didn't attempt to do anything. While Zillah herself was trying to decipher what was wrong with Alvah and the sudden look on his face.
His eyes darkened as fast as death and they turned red. " Is he angry?" He quickly thought
" Alvah!". She called his name but before her voice could echo he had gone. They all looked at her. Cristal and keva came up to her. " Are you both having a quarrel?" Keva asked her holding onto her but Zillah couldn't talk.
" Zillah are you okay?" Cristal asked her lifting up her jaw. Daivik and Aeron well aware of why Alvah did that thought to explain it to Zillah by asking her a few questions.
" Zillah you…" before Aeron could say anything keva looked at him and hinted not to. With a small glint he saw Zillah's expression, she looked gloomy.
" You should find him and talk to him, you'll fix things okay, don't worry too much". Keva assured her and gave her a quick hug. " Go find him".
Zillah tried to feel Alvah to be able to teleport to where he was like she used to do but it didn't work.
It never did. It was like she and him weren't bonded anymore but a string. By now they all left her to sort out their problem as they didn't want to meddle.
" This is the problem, this is!!" she had tears welled up in her eyes shouting aloud with no one to hear her. " His connection nothing, his feelings nothing, I cannot relate with him. I can't even find him, did he block me out or something ".
She yelled tugging her hair roughly like she was going insane. She couldn't think of what to do. She hadn't even taken Alvah to meet with Empyreal Ghazan yet maybe just maybe he would know what on earth was wrong with Alvah.
He gets pissed off at the slightest, his eyes are ever red and all he does is want to murder. She could already tell he was going to kill someone or something as he left with those red eyes, she couldn't tell.
Alvah sat in the woods thinking furiously. "I'm not forcing her am I?" He bombarded himself with questions. " What if she actually doesn't love me?" His eyes shot open and blood poured from it. He felt liquid pour down on him and he looked to see blood.
" Blood ?!" He was shocked. He wiped his eyes and it was faint. And he suddenly fell weak again. He rushed to leave because no one was around him. He appeared inside but didn't go to the room.
Maybe I do need to eat something, he thought to himself. He didn't check in the dining area. He went to the kitchen to prepare a herb soup for himself. He remembers everything old sage did for him to recover but what bothered him was why was his health deteriorating
" Am I about to die?" He asked himself tilting his head thinking deeply before concluding rashly. " No way". When he was done preparing it he gulped it down in one go. Took another from the soup pot and gulped it down. When he was done he left the kitchen.
He saw Aeron in the dining area as he was leaving. He stopped and walked in. Aeron looked at him. " I think Zillah is looking for you" he said eating the potatoes.
Alvah coughed a bit. " What happened to you back there with Cristal?".
" Nothing" it didn't look like Aeron wanted to discuss Cristal with anyone till he confirmed it himself. But even he was too scared to talk to her or anyone about it
" Okay" Alvah quickly replied leaving the room. He left to their old room and he felt utterly bad. Since they got the new room they've never spent the night together and it's been problematic for no reason.
"Was it a bad idea switching rooms?" he asked brushing his hair roughly. He got in and took a long cold shower. When he was done he picked a plain shirt and strides put them on and left the room.
It was already eve. The day was wasted because of their differences. Daivik got to spend more time with keva. He had longed for her and missed her Soo much. Being in the same room with her was much more sufficient.
Alvah opened the door walking in slowly thinking she was asleep but she was awake. She was done showering, putting on a slip dress. Alvah stared at her for a brief amount of time before he regained consciousness.
She sat on the vanity, packing her hair up and putting on a balm for moisture on her lips. He closed the door behind him walking over to the vanity.
She had noticed his presence but didn't give him any attention. When she got up, she felt his arm around her waist while his face was buried in her neck from behind. He took a deep breath taking in all her scent and it was good. He opened his eyes to look at her through the mirror, she was already looking at him.
He kissed her softly on the cheek, pointed at the mirror. " She is beautiful" she smiled a bit hearing his words. He rubbed her ear lobes and grinned.
Why was she weak whenever he grinned or laughed at her. His smile, was everything she wanted but that seemed to be harder than she thought.
He released from her moving to the bed and he laid down exhausted. She looked at him on the bed, Soo bored and tired.
She got on the bed, not wanting to disturb him. The day was already bad and it was best if the night wasn't ruined. Before she could lay down.
He sat upright, holding her wrist, he made her straddle him. Moving his hands to the table he dimmed the lights and his red eyes came to light.
Not again. She hated it, when he had his red eyes. It was like a mountain of separation to the both of them. It looked like he didn't want her having to run away whenever his eyes turned red and that she was safe with him.
" Are you alright?" He asked her and she nodded. He rubbed her lips and they were soft. " I like your dress" he held the thin straps adjusting it. He had a visible grin on his face. Although the lights were dim they both could see each other's expression very clearly.