Amon sees the look on Meena's face and immediately recognizes it. It's the one of infatuation and fantasy. All the things that Meena has seen when being around Amon have really changed her outlook and perspective of her life.
Is the man she is dating good enough for her? She wonders if she could be dating someone better, someone more like Amon.
Meena is not ignorant. She knows she is beautiful. If not for her family circumstances, she would be living a much better life.
Maybe she should strive for more. Find someone better than her current boyfriend. She has been dating her boyfriend for quite a while now as they are childhood sweethearts, but as she has grown older and seen the world around her, especially living in this city, she realized that love is just not enough.
Her boyfriend is sweet and kind, but she wants a better life, a little more money so that she doesn't have to work her ass off. She has no life at all.
