Inuyasha pov
I have a crazy day because right now i am sitting in Sesshomaru's arms and i feel safe. After i found him in Kagome's house , sipping tea and looking regal, my whole world took a new turn.....again.
I start to think that the whole world is against me. First day i wake up to find myself with my biggest enemy as my mate ,the second day I escape but he came after me and now i am in his arms..... technically not him... he isn't my mate .He is older than Sesshomaru and his aura is slight different and calmer and i can't believe that i am sitting in his arms .
- You must stay with your mate...
- I must.....what?.....no....Please don't force me . He will hurt me.
- He is young but he isn't foolish. He will protect you and the pup you carry.
- My puppy..... i cant ... i cant let him touch him . What if he is a ...half breed like me.
- Stop calling you like that and last time i knew , a uke can give birth to full breed pups. And it is another reason you need to be with him..... i need you to change him and for this you need patience. Dont let my younger self to become like me. And i almost forgot but you need to share energy between the two of you for your pup to survive.
-And how do i do that.
- You will must do two things, first...sex...or..
- Sex? Are you out of your mind? I am lucky that i survived the first time.
- Let me finish. The second is sharing blood between the two of you, that means you need to let him to bite you and you will bite him but the moment you will do that , the desire to mate will be strong.
- Do i have no choice.?
- No....
I look at him and i wish i didnt ask that question. For me to be with Sesshomaru , will be a nightmare.
- Can you help me....sharing energy with you?
This question just brought a weird look on his face and for a second i saw desire in his eyes?
- Do you hate him so much that you wish to feel pain. If a simple kiss on the neck brought you pain ,what do you think sex will feel like ,that could kill you. Don't think i am a saint, because i am not... i wish i could have you.....but that means i will cheat him of his destiny.
I jump from his arms and i go in a corner because this discussion is a mess. I can believe what i must do to have my pup, but i know i will do it nevertheless. I dont want to lose it....not like in his story.....no pup , weak and hurt...that is awful way to die...
- I dont know what to do . This ....all this is a big mess. Its like the whole world decided to punish me.
- its a punishment only if you wish to be like this but it could be a blessing. Hear me out Inuyasha,..i am convince that Onigumo is not dead. I told to my younger self this but i hope i am wrong. In this world he used the Shikon jewel to hide his demon side and what you killed is just his human side. I dont know how he managed that but when i fought with him , he was a full blood demon and he isnt the only thread that brought disaster to the demon kind.
-What is got to do with me.... i could stay here where no one could hurt me
- Your serious.....? You want to tell me you will leave Shippo all alone , or your friends...
- How do you know....
- He told me...
- Fucker..... dont look at me like that...you are a fucker too.
- I know..
I walk next to the window and i look at Goshinboku tree and i look at the place where i was sleeping for 50 years ,and i see no hole...no traces that it happened.
- Sesshomaru, can i ask you something?
- Of course....
- Did i ..., your Inuyasha got himself trapped to the Goshinboku tree? Sleeping?
- Ahh. I heard about this from my younger self. ....No , in this world you didnt because the Shikon jewel was yours, you didnt steal it....
- i was older than i am now.
- Older?...yes but the blood moon happened in the same night as it happened in your world so the mating was the same.
- No . I was thinking that you had more time together, because i slept through 50 years.
- Yes we had, but those were wasted years....
- Can i have more time alone in this world before i have to .... i mean i am not ...prepared to be alone with my mate.
- I will give you a few days . I will keep him busy as much as i can.
- Thank you....
After our discussion i sit now in the door looking at him leaving.
He acted so gently with me and after he shared his life i feel pity for him. To feel the loss of a mate and child is not something i want to feel and yet i was the first to run from Sesshomaru.I look at grandpa how he talks with Him at the gate and as i sit i feel a evil aura but as i look behind i see just Kagome with a bored look on her face. I dont know how she managed but she was quiet all the time He was here.
- Hi kids... diner is ready. I made your favourite food Inuyasha.
- Ramen?
For now i will eat and i must take care of my pup so ramen it is...
- Did you make my favorite tooo?
- Not tonight Kagome. Maybe tomorrow ?
In the other side of town.....
"Young Sesshomaru pov"
I stood all alone in this mansion at a big height and i had time to think after I was gone. I dont want to have the same future and since i know details i will make sure Inuyasha and my future pups are safe. I made mistakes and i am prepared to atone for all in time. I have found a weird contraption that lets me change the pictures in the wall or a tv as my older self told me, and now i am looking at history from Edo period trough to modern era . I need to learn all i cant so i could keep my mate safe. I start to feel a deep admiration for humans because they evolved so much from the Edo period and all this nice things are made by humans.
Now lets start learning.....
"Modern Sesshomaru"
After i met for the first time ,my mates duplicate i came back to my office and i started to clean my work from the desk. I dont know what i should do....i have knowledge that it could happen in their future but if they change their destiny what i know will not be the same. As i finish my work i go back to see what my younger self is doing. I wasnt expecting to find him in modern clothes or the fact he is using my tv to learn history.
- I see you were busy.
- I am . I must make sure my mate is safe in the future and 500 years of history is just a moment in the life of a demon lord.
- Or a eternity when you lose everything. I dont know if it wil help but i decided to teach you everything i learned in all this years. I hope my knowledge will help you but with one condition..
- What is it....
- For you to use it to cherish and protect your mate. Never let others to dictate what to do and always protect him.
- You suggest this Sesshomaru is useless?
- I was.....
- I am not you.....
- No you are not. And after your lessons you will be better .