"What do you mean by 'me'? You are lying here like a corpse, trying to scare people to death. Get up quickly."
Moka couldn't even stand up, so she slithered across the floor like a snake and crawled to her room.
The ancients said: You will suffer the consequences if you do evil.
This sentence couldn't be more appropriate for Moka.
More than ten days after that incident, school started again. Although the New Year had passed, the weather was still cold. Moka was a little confused about the concept of love. After that, the two never met again. Moka felt that it would be more accurate to say that he and Chen Ge were having a one-night stand rather than a relationship.
If you don't call that guy, he won't call you.
Everything seemed to be the same. Girls who liked Chen Ge were still around him. He still gave people the right feeling. Occasionally, when Moka saw Chen Ge surrounded by people on the railing, his emotions were very subtle. Girls was already very satisfied with him, wasn't it? But he still felt jealous unconsciously. I didn't know if it was a blessing or a curse to like someone that everyone liked.
What kind of love is this? It's exactly the same as before. Even though they were upstairs and downstairs, Moka was stubborn and refused to look for Chen Ge.
At noon, Mo Ka was not going to go back for lunch, as he still had some class highlights to review, so he went directly to the supermarket to buy a bucket of instant noodles. Mo Ka hurriedly bought a bucket of Master Kong, and then hurried back. As luck would have it, he met Wu Quyang, Chen Ge and some other people. There were always so many people around him, but he was always alone. He was such a failure as a person. It would be better not to stare at them and cause any trouble to Chen Ge. If other people found out that he was in love with a boy like him, it would lower Chen Ge's value.
Chen Ge called out to Moka who was about to run away: "Hey, over there, come here."
What do you mean by "over there"? Moka widened his eyes, but when he saw that group of people, he became deflated again.
Although Moka moved a few steps over there, he still kept a considerable distance. Chen Ge walked over, took the instant noodles from Moka's arms and threw them into the trash can: "Who told you to eat this?"
"But I'm in a hurry."
"Even if you are in a hurry to die, you are not allowed to eat."
This, everyone around was stunned, is this the always friendly Chen Ge? It feels like a different person, Wu Quyang pushed the group from behind: "Let's go, let's go, what's so good about it."
After the crowd left, Moka breathed a sigh of relief: "It's a waste to throw it away. Do you know how to save food? We are still a developing country and we are not very rich."
"Let's go."
"Hey, are you listening to me? Where are you going?"
"canteen."
"But is it okay for you to eat with me?"
"What are you talking about, hurry up."
Moka caught up with Chen Ge from behind. Yes, he was thinking too much. Who would misunderstand him and Chen Ge?
This was the first time for Moka to eat in the cafeteria in public. The constant stares from the people around him made him feel uncomfortable: "Why don't we go somewhere else? I feel like so many people are looking at us."
"You'll get used to it."
"Who would get used to it? How can I eat if people look at me like this?" Moka, who was always ignored by others, could not resist this kind of scene.
"If you can't eat it, just stuff it in." Chen Ge picked up a large piece of vegetable and stuffed it into Moka's mouth. Moka blushed and choked on the food. He drank a few gulps of water before he could catch his breath: "What are you doing? Someone saw us."
"So what?"
"What? I'm a man. Shouldn't the fewer people who know about this kind of thing, the better? Besides, don't you look at your own status in school? If I destroy it, I will feel very guilty." It was rare for Moka to speak so frankly today.
Chen Ge supported his face with his hands and tilted his head: "You care about this kind of thing."
"I don't care. If you were me, you would think the same. Look at my appearance, figure, grades, physical strength, and hobbies. The more I talk about it, the more I feel like I have no use for anything. Putting aside the fact that I'm a boy, it would be embarrassing if others knew that you were associating with someone like me."
"If I'm embarrassed, it's because you're an idiot."
"I'm not an idiot. If you keep calling me that, I'd be an idiot even if I wasn't one."
Wu Quyang, the light bulb, also came over and said, "Hey, come on, let's eat together." After saying that, he sat down as if it was a matter of course.
"Moka, did you do it?" The question was very direct.
The rice in Moka's mouth spurted out, and Chen Ge, who was sitting opposite him, turned his head away. Moka waved his chopsticks with a red face and said, "No." But his face clearly showed an expression that he had already done it.
Wu Quyang laughed, and his laugh was so evil that it irritated Moka.
"What are you laughing at? It's your first time. Laugh as much as you can."
Wu Quyang was stunned for a few seconds, then laughed even louder. This was a complete blow to Moka. Wu Quyang stopped laughing after a long time: looking at Moka "Who laughing at you? I laughed at Chen...What? Didn't you realize that Chen first..." Before Wu Quyang could finish his words, Chen Ge grabbed his neck and dragged him outside. He turned around after a few steps and said, "Go to the classroom after eating, don't hang around outside."
"Who is wandering around? I'm not a child." Moka retorted. Chen Ge was still so indifferent to him.
"Chen, I, I can't breathe, let go, I will die."
Wu Quyang's voice drifted farther and farther away.
"You asked for it."
Moka couldn't help laughing as he watched Chen Ge and Wu Quyang leave. By the way, what did Wu Quyang want to say just now? Chen Ge is also the first? The first what? Who cares? Anyway, Wu Quyang couldn't say anything good.
What is this about falling in love?! I was feeling lonely for a while because I couldn't see him a few days ago, but when I saw him just now, the emptiness was filled up again.
Moka was really unable to cope with this kind of rapidly changing mood.
There were rumors flying around about the last time Chen Ge and Mo Ka were seen having dinner together at school. Most of them said that Chen Ge was very kind and helped poor and lonely seniors. Normally, if Chen Ge was with a pretty girl, there would be a scandal, but when he was with Mo Ka, he became a philanthropist.
While Moka felt relieved when he heard the rumor, he was also very angry at the world, thinking it was a little too realistic.
The instructor's words brought Moka back to his senses: "You are all seniors now, you should know a little about the outside world. You have been living in a daze all day long. There are doctoral students everywhere now. If you don't work hard, it will be difficult to find a job in the future. In the last class, many students only received completion certificates instead of graduation certificates. You should know that completion certificates are useless. You don't have a sense of crisis. Young people nowadays are too arrogant."
While listening to the lecture of the tutor on the podium, Mo Ka scribbled on paper with a pen. He was already a senior and would go out for an internship next year. It seemed that he had to be more serious. His mind had been full of Chen Ge recently and he had not yet calmed down to study properly. It was time for him to work hard. Mo Ka did not want to be an outstanding person, but he did not want to be a useless person even more.
During lunch break, Moka was still reading desperately, catching up on what he had missed. Soon all the classmates left, leaving Moka alone in the empty classroom. Moka stared out the window in a daze, thinking that spring should be coming soon.
"What are you looking at?" A magnetic voice broke the silence. Moka turned around and saw Chen Ge walking towards him. Chen Ge reached out and pressed Moka's head, then sat next to Moka and threw the bread in his hand onto the table.
Moka tore open the plastic wrapper of the bread and took a few bites: "It's true that freshman year is still good. It's the time to enjoy the best youth. I'm already in my twilight years."
"Are you an old man?" He actually said such a thing.
"I think it's about time. I'll be doing my internship in half a year."
"So what?"
"What? If you go for internship, you will have to leave school. If that happens..." Moka pursed his lips, swallowed a big mouthful of bread, and whispered, "If that happens, you will definitely be snatched away."
It was really cute. Chen Ge picked up a pen and poked Moka's face: "Idiot, if you are afraid, just downgrade and guard me."
"Who wants to protect you? Stop being so conceited."
After Moka finished eating the bread, he touched his stomach and felt very full. His eyes were a little blurry: "What's wrong? I feel sleepy as soon as I eat."
Chen Ge reached out and pressed Moka's head onto his legs. Because of the twisted body, Moka could only lie horizontally on a row of stools, and with a red face, he tried to struggle to get up.
"Don't move."
"If someone comes and sees us, this is a classroom and I won't lick it for you."
"Pfft——" Chen Ge actually laughed out loud.
"What are you laughing at?"
"Moka, you're so nasty."
"You are obscene."
"Stop making noise and go to sleep."
Moka was stunned, regretting the shameless words he had just said. He rubbed his face on Chen Ge's pants awkwardly, calling himself an idiot. But because he was too sleepy, he fell asleep peacefully with his head resting on Chen Ge's legs soon. It was great.
The warm winter sunshine shines into the quiet classroom, shining on the textbooks, pens, blackboard, and the two people.
The last class in the afternoon is physical education class, which is really strange. Maybe I have become lazy in college. When I was in junior high and high school, what I looked forward to most was physical education class, which allowed me to take a break from the stressful study. But when I got to college, I wondered why it was physical education class again.
"The sports meet is about to be held. Your class should try their best. Students who have signed up for the events should practice more. Now the whole class should run five laps around the playground. Everyone has become lazy. Don't think you can indulge yourself when you enter university. Your health is your capital." The physical education teacher became excited again and kept talking.
There was a groan in the class. Moka used to be good at sports, but now he is no longer good at it. Anyway, he was not interested in participating in such a lively program. After five laps, Moka was already exhausted. Until the bell rang, Moka still fell on the rough ground of the football field and could not move. Looking at the sky from this angle, it was even wider. The right side began to get lively. Moka turned over and saw Chen Ge and Su Rui coming down together. It seemed to be their class's physical education class.
These two people standing together, they look so well matched, like they are in an idol drama. Moka wanted to let go of his feelings, but something was still pinching his chest. He hated himself for being so greedy. Seeing Chen Ge being gentle to others, he felt a little unwilling.
Moka stood up, brushed off the dirt on his body, and prepared to leave. Su Rui suddenly saw Moka: "Senior Moka, hey, why are you here?"
Moka was a little at a loss, but since others had already called him, he could only answer in a somewhat embarrassed manner, stealing a glance at Chen Ge.
"We had physical education class last period and were just about to leave."
"What a coincidence, I can run into seniors everywhere. Our physical education classes have been changed this semester."
"Is that so?" Moka didn't know what to say, so she smiled and said, "Then I won't bother you guys anymore, you guys can chat peacefully."
Su Rui showed a shy look: "Senior, it's embarrassing for you to say such things again."
That kind of girl's expression made a boy want to protect her. Chen Ge, who was standing next to her, looked at Mo Ka expressionlessly, as if he could see through him.Mo Ka passed Chen Ge and ran away.